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Humble Servant
help or reach or change anyone in a positive way for YOU LORD
LORD am I a double-minded person who YOU SAY should expect to receive nothing from YOU GOD?
\why am I in such horrible circumstances? MY MISTAKES MY WILL FOR MY LIFE? CHANGE ME LORD,? BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE GOD. GOD I REALLY DON'T SEE MYSELF BEING HAPPY OR VIBRANT ANYMORE UNLESS I HAVE THE MONEY I WANT AND DREAMS FULFILLED I AM TIRED OF BEING THIS DISABLED VETERAN WITH EMOTIONAL PROBLEMS ISOLATION AND MONEY CONCERNS AND PHYSICAL ILLS LIFE STINKS AND GUILT IS ALL AROUND ME, I HAVE NOT BEEN TO CHURCH IN DECADES AND I FEEL I CAN'T GO HERE WHERE I LIVE EVERYONE IS OF ANOTHER CULTURE AND I FEEL NO WARMTH OR RELATION I AM ISOLATED FROM THESE PEOPLE AND PREVENTED FROM COMMUNICATING WITH THOSE I LOVE OR AND WANT AROUND ME THERE IS NOTHING HERE TO BE CREATIVE ABOUT AND NO TRANSPORTATION OR MONEY I ALWAYS FEEL "ONLY IF I HAD MORE MONEY" ONLY IF I COULD ACCOMPLISH THIS AND THIS AND THIS" YOU CHANGE THIS SITUATION GOD? IF I HAVE MONEY TO ENABLE ME TO ACHIEVE GOD ARE YOU TELLING ME I AM ANOTHER CURSED FIG TREE?
LORD am I a double-minded person who YOU SAY should expect to receive nothing from YOU GOD?
\why am I in such horrible circumstances? MY MISTAKES MY WILL FOR MY LIFE? CHANGE ME LORD,? BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE GOD. GOD I REALLY DON'T SEE MYSELF BEING HAPPY OR VIBRANT ANYMORE UNLESS I HAVE THE MONEY I WANT AND DREAMS FULFILLED I AM TIRED OF BEING THIS DISABLED VETERAN WITH EMOTIONAL PROBLEMS ISOLATION AND MONEY CONCERNS AND PHYSICAL ILLS LIFE STINKS AND GUILT IS ALL AROUND ME, I HAVE NOT BEEN TO CHURCH IN DECADES AND I FEEL I CAN'T GO HERE WHERE I LIVE EVERYONE IS OF ANOTHER CULTURE AND I FEEL NO WARMTH OR RELATION I AM ISOLATED FROM THESE PEOPLE AND PREVENTED FROM COMMUNICATING WITH THOSE I LOVE OR AND WANT AROUND ME THERE IS NOTHING HERE TO BE CREATIVE ABOUT AND NO TRANSPORTATION OR MONEY I ALWAYS FEEL "ONLY IF I HAD MORE MONEY" ONLY IF I COULD ACCOMPLISH THIS AND THIS AND THIS" YOU CHANGE THIS SITUATION GOD? IF I HAVE MONEY TO ENABLE ME TO ACHIEVE GOD ARE YOU TELLING ME I AM ANOTHER CURSED FIG TREE?
