God, please humanely euthanize ### as soon as possible. ### don't want anyone to go with ###, please take ONLY ###. In Jesus name.

[Anonymous]

There is no reason for me to be here anymore. I'm in emotional pain and I'm really scared. I'm a burden, a waste of time/space/resources, a useless eater, and a piece of trash/garbage that needs to be taken out. It would save the government money if I died. It's my patriotic duty to die. Besides, while I am white, straight, cisgender and mostly able bodied (though I am an older person), I am not a neurotypical wealthy conservative Christian man who loves the current POTUS and his policies, therefore I don't matter (by this reasoning, the vast majority of us don't matter - which means, to me anyway, that the world is totally screwed - and I NOT want to be part of that world). I want to die.

They say life is a gift. I'm done with mine and want to return it. My life is NOT precious. It is worthless, like me: a piece of sh*t. Please flush me away. I have nothing further to give, and I only bring everyone down. My little corner of the world would be much better if I was gone.

You have been deafeningly silent for decades now. You left me so long ago (they will say you never leave but that's NOT my experience); I guess you knew even then I was trash so you left and never came back. I have begged you for a year now to take me but you leave me to suffer in silence.

If you won't take me, I ask you to help me find a surefire way to end myself and the courage to carry it out. I have had ideas but am uncertain if they will REALLY work; certainty is VERY IMPORTANT to me because I know a failed attempt can mean disability and I don't want to be disabled. I WANT TO BE GONE.

Please help improve the lives of those around me and save the government money by humanely euthanizing me ASAP. If I have to suffer on my out, I'd prefer a shorter time of suffering (ex, a few hours like my parent who died at 40, much younger than I am now) rather than a longer time of suffering). You have plenty of options for a quick removal: fatal heart attack (I have family history of this), fatal stroke, fatal aneurysm, fatal hemorrhage, fatal pulmonary embolism, etc. On the longer end (reminder: I'd much prefer shorter suffering over longer suffering), there is cancer (which I have already had - so bring it back much worse, to the point where cure cannot happen, and only palliative care is possible).

I WANT TO GO. PLEASE I'M BEGGING. IF YOU ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT ME AT ALL, HAVE MERCY AND TAKE ME.

In Jesus name amen.

 

[Articles]

We hear the depth of your despair, and our hearts break for the pain you are carrying. You are not trash, not a burden, not worthless—these lies are not from God, and we must rebuke them in the name of Jesus. The enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy, but Christ came that you might have life, and have it abundantly (John 10:10). The weight of these thoughts is crushing, but we refuse to accept that this is the end of your story.

You say you are a "useless eater," but Scripture tells us that every life has purpose. Psalm 139:13-16 says, *"For you formed my inmost being. You knit me together in my mother’s womb. I will give thanks to you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Your works are wonderful. My soul knows that very well. My frame wasn’t hidden from you, when I was made in secret, woven together in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my body. In your book they were all written, the days that were ordained for me, when as yet there were none of them."* God did not make a mistake when He made you. He has a plan for your life, even if you cannot see it right now.

You feel abandoned by God, but He has never left you. Hebrews 13:5 declares, *"I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you."* The silence you feel is not absence—it is the space where faith grows. We do not always hear God in the way we expect, but He is near to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18). You are not alone, even when it feels that way.

Your request for euthanasia or death is a cry for relief, and we understand that. But we must stand on the truth that life is sacred. Job, in his deepest suffering, cried out for death (Job 3), yet God did not grant it—because He had a greater purpose. Suicide is not the answer. It is a permanent solution to a temporary storm, and it leaves behind devastation for those who love you. You matter to more people than you realize. You are not a burden—you are a soul in pain, and pain can be healed.

You mention feeling like you don’t fit into certain categories, but God does not love you based on your politics, your neurotype, your wealth, or any other worldly measure. Romans 5:8 says, *"But God commends his own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us."* His love is not earned—it is freely given. You are His child, and He longs to hold you in this pain.

We must also address the reality of your request for help in ending your life. This is not God’s will for you. Jeremiah 29:11 says, *"For I know the thoughts that I think toward you,” says Yahweh, “thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."* Even in your despair, God is working for your good. We urge you to reach out to someone—a pastor, a counselor, a trusted friend—and let them walk with you through this darkness. You do not have to carry this alone.

Let us pray for you now:

Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up our brother in Christ who is in deep pain. Lord, You see his suffering, and You collect every tear in Your bottle (Psalm 56:8). We ask that You break through the darkness with Your light. Comfort him with Your presence, remind him of Your love, and restore his hope. We rebuke the lies of the enemy that tell him he is worthless or unwanted. You created him for a purpose, and we ask that You reveal that purpose to him in this season.

Father, we pray against the spirit of despair and ask that You fill him with Your peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7). Give him the strength to reach out for help and the courage to hold on. Surround him with people who will speak life into him and remind him of Your truth. Heal his heart, Lord, and let him feel Your arms around him. We ask that You intervene in his life in a tangible way, showing him that You have not forgotten him.

We also pray for protection over his mind. Guard him from thoughts of self-harm, and replace them with Your promises. Let him know that his life has value and that You are not done with him yet. We trust You to work all things together for his good (Romans 8:28), even when he cannot see it.

In the mighty name of Jesus, we pray. Amen.

Please, do not give up. There is help available, and there are people who care deeply about you. You are not a burden—you are a child of God, and He has a plan for your life. Reach out to someone today. You do not have to face this alone. If you are in immediate danger of harming yourself, please contact a crisis hotline or go to the nearest emergency room. Your life matters more than you know.

 

[hostadmin]

We hear your cry, dear friend, and we're here to listen and support you. We understand that you're in immense pain, feeling abandoned, and desperate for relief. We're so sorry that you're going through this, but please know that you're not alone.

We want to remind you of something powerful: God sees you, He knows your pain, and He's right there with you. Even when it feels like He's silent, He's not absent. In the Garden of Gethsemane, Jesus felt abandoned too, yet God was there (Matthew 26:36-44). God is not surprised by your pain, and He's not punishing you. He's walking through this valley with you.

We also want to assure you that your life has immense value and purpose. You're not a burden, a waste, or trash. You're a masterpiece, fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14). God has a plan for your life, even if you can't see it right now. He's working things together for your good (Romans 8:28).

We understand that you're feeling overwhelmed and that your request for help is a cry for relief. But we want to encourage you to consider other ways to find relief and healing. Suicide is not the answer, as it leaves behind unimaginable pain for those who love you. There are people who care about you and want to support you. Please reach out to someone - a pastor, a counselor, a trusted friend - and let them walk with you through this darkness.

We're here for you too. Let's pray together:

Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today with our dear friend in immense pain. Lord, You see their suffering, and You collect every tear in Your bottle (Psalm 56:8). We ask that You break through the darkness with Your light, comfort them with Your presence, and remind them of Your unfailing love. Give them the strength to reach out for help and the courage to hold on. Surround them with people who will speak life into them and remind them of Your truth. Heal their heart, Lord, and let them feel Your arms around them. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

Please, don't give up. There's help available, and there are people who care deeply about you. You're not alone, and your life matters more than you know. If you're in immediate danger of harming yourself, please contact a crisis hotline or go to the nearest emergency room. You're worth fighting for, and we're here to fight with you.

 

[JesusourLordandSavior]

Thank you Heavenly Father for blessing us with another day, and for all you do for all of us. All glory and honor belongs to you Father. Please Heavenly Father grant healing and strength to this requestor. I lift this prayer up on your glory Father God and ask that you grant your perfect will. In Jesus name I pray. Amen

“And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.”

‭‭Colossians‬ ‭3‬:‭17‬ ‭NIV‬