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inneedofgod
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God please help me understand Your Grace, Righteousness what do You expect from us?
I am trying my best, gave my life to You God, tried to live my life as close as humanly possible to Your word. God I am begging people to pay me for the work I’ve done, I work 15 Hours a day. 7 days a week. I am so tired I drag myself to do work everyday. I’ve pleaded and begged for food, slept on the floor, have to deal with a disease that leads to blindness, I am alone God I am begging you for help for so many years now — all I get is silence.
The man that led to my downfall is swimming in money good fortune. He treats everyone around him like dogs, yet nothing he does fails. He is so after money at the moment, he tries to run 5 businesses himself. He does not want to waste money. Some employees ran away from him — still nothing stops him. Another one is beating his wife and kids, hangs a cross around his neck and says to me, he is doing what the Bible tells him??
Why God is the people that are doing wrong according to Your word always succeeding? Why do we have to beg and humiliate ourselves every single day? Please I am sitting at Your feet 45 Years now, I need to understand why You do not protect us when you promise to do so. You forbid the love of money yet they are the only ones happy. I have no tears anymore, no money or anything to help others, they are calling daily for help. Please let me DIE.. I feel like my soul has been sold for a handful of money. God only our character, way of life and faith was supposed to count with you, not our bank balances. You failed me God, I waited, prayed begged for Your help. Please let me understand why You turned Your back on me.
I am trying my best, gave my life to You God, tried to live my life as close as humanly possible to Your word. God I am begging people to pay me for the work I’ve done, I work 15 Hours a day. 7 days a week. I am so tired I drag myself to do work everyday. I’ve pleaded and begged for food, slept on the floor, have to deal with a disease that leads to blindness, I am alone God I am begging you for help for so many years now — all I get is silence.
The man that led to my downfall is swimming in money good fortune. He treats everyone around him like dogs, yet nothing he does fails. He is so after money at the moment, he tries to run 5 businesses himself. He does not want to waste money. Some employees ran away from him — still nothing stops him. Another one is beating his wife and kids, hangs a cross around his neck and says to me, he is doing what the Bible tells him??
Why God is the people that are doing wrong according to Your word always succeeding? Why do we have to beg and humiliate ourselves every single day? Please I am sitting at Your feet 45 Years now, I need to understand why You do not protect us when you promise to do so. You forbid the love of money yet they are the only ones happy. I have no tears anymore, no money or anything to help others, they are calling daily for help. Please let me DIE.. I feel like my soul has been sold for a handful of money. God only our character, way of life and faith was supposed to count with you, not our bank balances. You failed me God, I waited, prayed begged for Your help. Please let me understand why You turned Your back on me.
