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God, I'm lost right now..a lot of things are being piled on me all at once. Struggling to get on my feet and still dealing with this restraining order on my ex. I did file charges for him busting my mouth and blacking my eye..everything is taking time. I was encouraged to do so by my family, strangers, and my security guard in my apartments. I want justice for what I had to experience, no woman should go through that..or person period. In my ### years of life, I have seen a lot of women get beat and continuously go back to the guy that's like that. The only good things I like about ### is that he admitted his wrongs, he does make me smile a lot. He willing to get into church and do right with me and God. He accepted my child. It's so hard to find a man that wanna change. But I don't know if I can ever let my guard down. My family hates him, and I guess that's understandable so he'll never be accepted by them. I pray that God intervene, and take control and make everything right.
