Anonymous
Beloved of All
Dear God, I've seen your faithfulness in my life. And I thank you about that. I feel your call with a particular girl (name will not be identified). I am deeply discouraged Lord. You said that I would be a blessing in her life, and it seemed to have been true. But God, over the past two weeks, I've been discouraged because you seem to be keeping silent. Did I commit some sin Lord? Why are you so silent so suddenly? I'll admit I do have feelings for this girl. I understand if you don't have a romantic plan, although honestly God, I wish it could go in that direction. But you told me in prayer I would be a blessing in her life. How God?! I wish she could have feelings for me, but at the same time: I want your will to be done. You may have a different timetable or plan, but God I don't know what your up too. I rushed through the friendship stage God way too quickly. I should have listened to you. Let alone: God I feel I gave her a bad reputation. All I want, is to be friends with her but God it looks impossible now. I want her to come to Christ, but as tempting as it is - I want her to come to Christ because she needs you God, not so that she likes me. This girl is brainwashed by the popular bands like "One Direction" to desire the "bad boy". I want you God to open her eyes to come to Christ. And God, open her heart to like me as a friend. If you will, use me or my actions to lead her to Christ. I pray God that you open salvation to this broken girl who needs you. I know I messed up in the past with my reputation with her, but God I'm asking that you intervene according to YOUR will to change how she sees me. If it is your will for us to be friends, so be it. If you want us to be more than friends, so be it. WHATEVER the case God, help me place my JOY in YOU! Either way God, please use me to be a blessing in this girl's life. In some way Lord. I ask something new between us. May she act different tomorrow towards me (in a good way, according to God's will though). God, may this beautiful girl find love and acceptance through YOU. If we are gonna be more than friends, help me the best faithful partner I can be for you. At the same time, as a friends, help me be the best friend I can be to her. God, whatever your will is for us, so be it. Help me accept YOUR will. God, I submit to your will. Not my will, but your be done in the name of Jesus Christ, I pray, Amen!
