Annileve
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God, I am sorry. I thought I could handle things myself. But it's not working. I can't. It's too much and I don't know what to do. I am sick and tired of just hoping for the best all the time. I want to trust You. I want to put my hope to You. I can't do it myself. I NEED You. I don't deserve You. I truly don't. But it's impossible for me to deserve You. I need a miracle, Lord. Well, several miracles. I am scared. I am terrified, Lord. I'm facing so many problems. And I can't escape them, because if I do there will be more of them. I am basically panicking, Lord. Please, help me! Take care of this hurt, terrified, anxious human that I am! I can't take this anymore! Things are just getting worse - so please, please help me! I'm so sorry Father. I have focused on other things. I have not trusted you. I have done so many things wrong. Lord, just take me as I am and do something of it! Plese, Father! In Jesis name, amen,
