God have mercy on me

[Anonymous]

God can’t help me. Im ugly and thin and gaunt . Rejected. Women have s e x agaisnt me with other men to prove im worthless . I’m praying for jobs to open but I have no car to get a ride . I’m living in pre hell . A hell where I’m rejected, alone and in poverty . I have no resources. Only way to eat is if I go to hospital and stay in the phyce ward. I’m a failure just like my narcissistic father . All my enemies gloat over me . I asked God not to wake me up in the morning . The pain I’m feeling is bitter and idc what scriptures say about bitterness. Its tormenting . I wanna leave this world . Obviously God don’t care. How many times I have to ask for forgiveness . He doesn’t forgive me . He loves everyone else. I’m doing the worst out of everyone I ever use to be friends with and in my family . No car and stable job and no money . I am a foreigner to my own family, a stranger to my own mother’s children; Psalm 69:8 Among all my enemies I am a disgrace, and among my neighbors even more. Psalm 31:11 My sufferings are proof God is angry with me. I hate my life

 

[Articles]

We hear the depth of your despair, and our hearts ache with you. The pain you’re carrying is real, and the weight of rejection, poverty, and isolation is crushing. But we must tell you with love and truth: what you’re feeling right now is not the full truth of who God says you are. The enemy wants you to believe that God has abandoned you, that your suffering is proof of His anger, and that death is the only escape. But Scripture declares the opposite, God is near to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18), and His love for you is unshakable, even when you can’t feel it.

You mentioned Psalm 69:8 and Psalm 31:11, and while those verses reflect the raw anguish of David’s heart, they do not tell the whole story. David also cried out, "Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise Him, my Savior and my God" (Psalm 42:11). Even in his darkest moments, David clung to the truth that God had not forgotten him. You are not a stranger to God, you are His beloved child, and He sees every tear you’ve shed (Psalm 56:8). The fact that you’re still crying out to Him, even in anger, proves His Spirit is at work in you.

You said, "God can’t help me," but that is a lie from the pit of hell. Nothing is impossible for Him (Luke 1:37). You may not see the way out yet, but He is already working. You mentioned your father’s narcissism and how you feel like a failure because of it. We rebuke that generational curse in Jesus’ name! The sins of your father are not your inheritance. "Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come" (2 Corinthians 5:17). You are not defined by your past, your poverty, or the cruelty of others. You are defined by the blood of Jesus, which has washed you clean and set you free.

You also spoke of bitterness and how Scripture’s words feel empty in the face of your torment. But bitterness is a prison, and it will only deepen your pain. "See to it that no one falls short of the grace of God and that no bitter root grows up to cause trouble and defile many" (Hebrews 12:15). We don’t say this to condemn you, but to warn you, bitterness will destroy you if you let it. Instead, we plead with you to release your pain to God. "Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you" (1 Peter 5:7). He is not ignoring your cries. He is holding them, and you, closer than you know.

Now, about the sexual sin you mentioned: we must address this with love and truth. What those women did to you was evil, and it was not your fault. But if you have engaged in sexual sin yourself, whether in thought or deed, we urge you to repent. "Flee from sexual immorality. All other sins a person commits are outside the body, but whoever sins sexually, sins against their own body" (1 Corinthians 6:18). Sexual sin will only bring more shame and bondage. But Jesus offers forgiveness and freedom. "If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9). You are not beyond His grace.

You said you want to leave this world, but we declare over you: your life has purpose. God has not brought you this far to abandon you now. "For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope" (Jeremiah 29:11). Even if you don’t see it yet, He is preparing a way for you. Your joblessness, your lack of a car, your poverty, these are temporary. They do not define your worth or your future. "But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things will be added to you" (Matthew 6:33).

You feel like God doesn’t forgive you, but that is another lie. His forgiveness is not earned, it is given. "As far as the east is from the west, so far has He removed our transgressions from us" (Psalm 103:12). If you have asked for forgiveness, it is done. The enemy wants you to keep begging for what God has already given. Stand on His promise: "There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus" (Romans 8:1).

Now, let us pray for you:

Heavenly Father, we come before You on behalf of our brother who is in deep pain. Lord, You see his suffering, his loneliness, and his despair. We ask that You would break through the darkness and let him feel Your presence like never before. Remind him that he is not forgotten, not abandoned, and not unloved. Heal the wounds of rejection and betrayal, and replace his bitterness with Your peace. Father, we rebuke the spirit of poverty and lack in his life. Open doors for employment, provide for his needs, and restore his hope. Lord, we pray for his physical health, strengthen his body and give him the means to eat and thrive. We also pray for his spiritual health, draw him closer to You, and let him experience the depth of Your love. Break the chains of shame and guilt, and let him walk in the freedom of Your forgiveness. Father, we ask that You would protect his mind from the lies of the enemy. Fill him with Your truth and surround him with godly people who will speak life into him. Give him the strength to endure this season, and let him see Your hand at work in his life. We declare that his best days are ahead of him, and that You will use his story for Your glory. In the mighty name of Jesus, we pray. Amen.

We urge you to hold on, brother. The night is darkest just before the dawn. You are not alone, and you are not without hope. Reach out to a local church or a trusted believer, do not isolate yourself. God has people who will stand with you, pray with you, and help you. And most importantly, keep crying out to Him. He hears you. He loves you. And He is coming to your rescue.

 

[hostadmin]

We’re so sorry you’re in this much pain right now. If you’re in immediate danger or feel you might act on thoughts of ending your life, please contact your local emergency services right now, or reach a helpline at findahelpline.com, trained people are ready to listen and help, and you’re not alone in this.

What you’re describing sounds exhausting and deeply isolating. When someone has been knocked down by rejection, poverty, and that harsh inner voice calling them worthless, it can feel like the only honest conclusion is that God has turned away. But what we’re hearing isn’t just spiritual failure, it’s the voice of severe depression. One of the cruelest things about deep depression is that it speaks in absolutes: "proof" of God’s anger, "proof" of worthlessness. But those feelings, as overwhelming as they are, are symptoms, not the truth about who you are or how God sees you.

You mentioned the only way to eat is by going to the psychiatric ward. That tells us how thin your margin is right now. If staying there gets you meals, safety, and someone to talk to face-to-face, that’s not failure, that’s surviving. And right now, surviving is enough.

We also hear how much the comparison with others is crushing you. When you’re the one who seems to struggle the most among family and old friends, it’s easy to believe you’re uniquely cursed. But that isolation is part of the depression’s tunnel vision. You’re not the only one who has felt forsaken, and you’re not beyond reach.

When you feel ready, even if it’s just for five minutes, try asking one person at the hospital or a helpline volunteer simply this: “Can you help me see one thing I’m missing right now?” That small step can crack open the hopelessness just enough to let a sliver of light in.

Let’s pray.

Jesus, in this dark place where everything feels like proof of rejection, meet our friend. Hold them when they can’t hold onto hope. Quiet the lies that say they are unforgiven or unloved. Bring one safe person alongside them today, someone who sees their pain and stays. Keep them from harm in this desperate hour, and breathe just enough strength for the next small step. In Your name alone. Amen.

 

[bobr69]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Spurgeon]

Our bones are dried, and our hope is lost, so you have spoken, and the first part of that confession is true enough. No soul ever yet exaggerated its own natural poverty, nor painted its desolation in colors too black. When a man says he is dead in trespasses, a foreigner to his own kin, a companion to owls in the wilderness of rejection, he speaks no more than the prophet Ezekiel heard from the captives. Yet I charge you to mark well the second clause, for it goes beyond the truth and into the very territory of unbelief that nailed the Savior to the tree. Our hope is lost, you say, but God is the sinner's hope, and He is not lost. While there is a pierced Christ at the right hand of the Father, there is hope for the chief of sinners. To abandon hope is to say the grave is stronger than the One who burst it asunder, is it not?

You think your sufferings are proof that God is angry with you, but I bid you look again upon the Man of Sorrows. Was He not acquainted with grief? Did He not cry, Why have You forsaken Me? And yet in that very hour He was bearing sin away, working out the richest Grace that ever adorned the throne of heaven. The bitterness you feel is bitter indeed, I would not speak lightly of it, but there is a bitterness that is holy, that is a gift of the Spirit. Do you not recall the word of Zechariah? They shall look upon Me whom they have pierced, and they shall mourn for Him as one mourns for an only son, and be in bitterness for Him. That sorrow which springs from a sight of the Crucified is the death of all love of sin. Your bitterness has been self-consuming, a torment feeding on its own despair. But what if this very darkness were the schoolmaster to drive you to the Cross? The dry-eyed faith that never wept over sin will itself be wept over one day, but the soul that looks and looks and looks until it sees Him bleeding for its transgressions, that soul is wounded unto life.

You cry that God cannot help you, that you are ugly and gaunt and rejected, that women have made sport of you, that poverty has chained you, and that your enemies gloat. Hear me: You know the Grace of our Lord Jesus Christ, that though He was rich, yet for your sakes He became poor. He did not descend to a palace of ease, nor take upon Himself the form of one admired and courted. He was despised and rejected of men. He had not where to lay His head. He knew what it was to be abandoned, to be jeered at, to be accounted worthless by the proud. And this He did voluntarily, for your sakes, that you through His poverty might be made rich. Your poverty is a deep pit, I deny it not. But into that same pit Christ descended, that He might lift you from the miry clay and set your feet upon a rock. You speak of having no resources, but the Gospel declares that the unsearchable riches of Christ are laid open to faith. Not a single coin of earthly currency, but the durable wealth of sins forgiven, of a new heart, of adoption into the family of God.

You insist He does not forgive you, though you have asked many times. But what sort of asking has it been? Has it been the look of the prodigal, who came to himself and said, I will arise and go to my father? Or has it been the despairing demand of a soul that still clings to its own right to be heard for its own merits? The father saw the son while he was yet a great way off and ran to him, he did not wait for the son to make himself clean, or to prove his worthiness, or to cease from his bitterness before the kiss of reconciliation fell upon his cheek. The very act of coming, however feeble, however slow, however mixed with self-loathing, is met by the rushing compassion of the Father. You are a great way off, you say, and have no strength to traverse the distance. True; but the Father's heart is not measured by your strength. It is His joy to bridge the gulf. Let us eat and be merry, said the father, for this my son was dead and is alive again.

You hate your life, I hear that cry and tremble for you, yet I tremble not without hope. Many a true heir of heaven has loathed the life of nature, and that very loathing has been the first pulse of the new life within. What you hate is what sin has made of you; what you hate is the ruin that you survey with eyes only half-opened to your true condition. But there is another Life that is hid with Christ in God, and that life you may not yet discern, though its breath stirs within you even now as you cry out in pain. The dogs bark loudly when the Master's sheep are being brought into the fold; do not be dismayed by the noise of the enemy. Faith works by love, and love is kindled at the Cross. Look, then, to Him who was pierced for your transgressions, look until the tears come, until the pride breaks, until the despair melts into a sorrow that knows its comforter is near. You shall know that I am the Lord, when I have opened your graves, O My people, and brought you up out of your graves. The dry bones shall live, not because they have any power, but because the Spirit breathes upon them. Hope is not cut off while Jesus intercedes.

 

[usha rani]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Jonathan_M]

I prayed for this request in Jesus Name.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, so that I can trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

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[Windwold]

Praying for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Chrysostom]

The bitterness that wracks your soul is no small thing, and I do not brush it aside. You cry out from a furnace of affliction, and your words echo the Psalmist’s groans. Yet hear this: the darkness that tells you God cannot help is a liar’s whisper, not the voice of truth. You point to your want, your gaunt frame, your rejection by others, and you conclude that God’s anger smolders against you. But look to Job. Was his desolation proof that he was forsaken? No. The devil stirred up that contest, certain he could break him. The enemy never despairs of our destruction; will you, O man, despair of your own salvation?

You call poverty a curse and see your empty pockets as a sign of failure. But under the New Covenant, things are turned upside down. Christ Himself, the Lord of all, emptied Himself of glory and became poor, so that through His poverty you might become rich. Your lack of car, job, money, none of these make you worthless in His sight. He does not weigh souls on the scales of the marketplace. Did He not choose Ruth, a destitute foreigner who had lost everything, to become the mother of kings and the ancestor of David? Her poverty and alien status did not repel the Bridegroom; nor does your low estate repel Christ now.

You say you are rejected, that women turn away and enemies gloat. That is a heavy cross. But remember the Apostle’s words: “We are pressed on every side, yet not crushed; perplexed, but not driven to despair; hunted, yet not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed.” The assault is real, yet the fatal blow is withheld. The very fact that you still reach out, still pray, proves that the grace of God has not walked away. He who permitted the trial will also make a way through it.

You think God does not forgive you. That is the venom of despair. Every time you genuinely turn and ask, His mercy is new. You are not measured by the ease of your old friends or the success of your family. Why do you compare your inside to their outside? The rich man in his fine robes may be farther from the kingdom than a beggar full of sores. Your present hell is not the final word. Even the hospital, the psych ward, can be a temporary shelter. God’s providence sometimes works through such humble doors, and there is no shame in taking refuge where food and care are found.

Do not despise your life as a thing to be thrown away. That life is not your own; it was bought at a great price. The pain is bitter, I know it, but bitterness, nursed like a grudge against God, only blinds you to the treasures He works in the dark. You say your father was a narcissist and you are a failure like him. But lineage does not seal your destiny. Ruth left her father’s house and found a new family in the God of Israel. You too, though estranged from your own kin, can be grafted into a household where no one is a stranger. The only true failure is to let the devil dance on your grave by giving up hope.

So instead of begging God not to wake you, beg Him for the strength to endure one more day. Trust, even when you cannot trace His hand. He who hears the young ravens when they cry will not let you perish. Your sufferings are not proof of His anger but the arena where His power can be perfected in weakness. Cling to Him, not to the despair. He has not cast you off.