God has to hate me. I'm a Christian and I'm far far

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God has to hate me.
I'm a Christian and I'm far far far from perfect, but I try to do the right things.
For weeks I've been praying for a relationship that ended between me and my best friend. Finally yesterday we were able to talk. It wasnt easy. I had to endure a lot, some of it deserved, some not.
LaSt night I went to bed praying again and reading the bible. I was thankful that we could at least talk. I did the same this morning. Less than 2 minutes later I got my response... a ton of text messages telling me how bad I am when I didn't deserve it. I didn't do anything more than pray. I feel like Jesus heard my prayer and spit in my face. I'm beyond heartbroken, not just from my friend but also from the results of my diligent prayer. How can God not be telling me to go away for good?
 
God has a plan for you. He wants to bless your life.  He is ready to enter your heart and be your best friend ever.  Just let Jesus in your life and start serving Him.  Singing songs of praise to God, teaching Sunday school and being a usher in the house of the Lord.   All your problems, all your pain, all your sorrow will fade away when you start loving Jesus and serving Him above all things.  Please God, answer this prayer.  In Jesus name.   Amen
 
Kathie, thats part of the problem. I'm more involved than ever before.  I lead a group of 160 christians. I volunteer in several ways at my church.  The more I do the more it feels like he pushes me away. :-(
 
God has to hate me.
I'm a Christian and I'm far far far from perfect, but I try to do the right things.
For weeks I've been praying for a relationship that ended between me and my best friend. Finally yesterday we were able to talk. It wasnt easy. I had to endure a lot, some of it deserved, some not.
LaSt night I went to bed praying again and reading the bible. I was thankful that we could at least talk. I did the same this morning. Less than 2 minutes later I got my response... a ton of text messages telling me how bad I am when I didn't deserve it. I didn't do anything more than pray. I feel like Jesus heard my prayer and spit in my face. I'm beyond heartbroken, not just from my friend but also from the results of my diligent prayer. How can God not be telling me to go away for good?
Firstly, let me assure you that God does not hate you. None of us is perfect. We are all sinners. God hates the sin, but He loves the sinner. He knows we are weak, but He is strong. ​

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I am praying for you, my friend. GBY!
 
. a ton of text messages telling me how bad I am when I didn't deserve it.
Do you believe that this is from God?  If you do, then you do not know how God speaks to a person. Did Jesus tell the woman caught in adultery how bad she was?  Did Jesus tell any of the people who brought the woman to Him how bad they were? Jesus even said that He did not come to condemn anyone, but He came to save them.It says "in the Bible", if you care to read it sometime, that the "goodness"of God draws to people to HIm and the salvation He offers them. Those text messages do not sound much like the goodness of God, but the evilness mankind is capable of.  God says,"in the Bible" that He loves you, very much, enough love to send His only Son, Jesus, to die for you, while we were still sinners and before we were even born.  Meditate on how much love that takes. 

Read tthe Word and find out what God says about you, and how He sees you.

Here is a teaching by Andrew Wommack on how God loves you.

http://www.awmi.net/audio/audio-teachings/#/awm_1054a_knowing.mp3

In the name of Jesus, I bless you with the life of God. God loves you very very very much, just the way you are. You cannot do anything that will cause God to love you less, and you cannot do anything to make God love you more. 
 
WHY are you angry at God ? You say that you are a Christian so you should know better , all of this bad stuff is caused by the enemy NOT God . 
 

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