Since God did not do what I wanted or bless me with a job I will not go to church or read the Bible as now I need a space with church and God and whatever have to do with Christianity to breathe and reconsider my faith since it is useless and getting too much time.
He didn’t protect me when I was sexual abused by multiple men. He wasn’t there for me to stop it. I’m ruined and damaged now. Jesus I’m angry. How can I trust you knowing that my life is ruined and you allowed it! They are forgiven. But my purity and goodness is gone. I can’t wash away this sin...
Since Jesus did not provide right, I will leave him for atheism and all he had provided are people with mental issues and forgive and forget to get over it. He did not provide a wife but he provided a girl who loves to have sex with other men when unmarried or a gay searching for his partner in...