God, as a Christian I am upset that You ...

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God, as a Christian I am upset that You haven't lived up to Your words in the Bible about providing for me, protecting me, and hearing my prayers. I've been praying every day, with devotion to You Jesus Christ, asking for the money I need to escape a horrible family situation, or at least horrible for me, or a new person in my life who will open their door and let me stay with them. I am a 24 year old ###, and that's all I have to say anymore. I have nothing left, and I hold myself responsible for that. I live in a house where I have been oppressed, put away, physically harmed, verbally abused, and I absolutely hate the people I stay with. I need to leave. I need money. I can't have an actual life without enough to get out of this small, rural, horrible place, but You don't seem like You're listening or doing anything. I've prayed and prayed. You have not given me an opportunity to praise You for the change You're bringing into my life, because nothing is changing at all. I am a mockery. People no longer pay any attention at all to me, and I'm written off. I have lost every single long-term friend I've had, along with the 'family' I never had. If this is the life You made for me, the life I am supposed to have, then I can't say You've heard my prayers like it says You do, and I can't say that You've acted on them, because You haven't. I don't want to hear any more reasons why You haven't answered my prayer from the congregation. You're breaking Your own promise, when You said all I needed to do was ask, and love You. If I didn't love You I wouldn't pray to You Jesus, but where is Your love for me? Where is my own life? Where is something to justify this living hell that makes me want to blow out the back of my skull with a gun? Get me out of here immediately, God. I want to be someone who is praising You for the beautiful life You've given, someone who testifies to Your greatness among those who need to hear: God is listening, and God will answer prayers because He answered mine. Give me that opportunity, Jesus Christ. How much of my life needs to be wasted like this? You created me, do something about what's happening here. I'm like a speck to You. I pray both in secret and in the congregation. I pray for both those who hate me, and those who love me. I have given myself and my money in the past, my heart, and my works to the poor, and those needing it. I am not perfect by any measure, but now is the crucial moment, Lord, because right now there is so much waste in me. You are losing me, and I am losing You. I come back here faithful, hoping for the answer from my God, just a simple way to make a few bucks to get out of a bad situation, and make a life for myself. Why can't You help me with that? I love You God. Amen in Jesus Christ name.
 
Our God of peace, you have taught us that in returning and rest we shall be saved, in quietness and in confidence shall be our strength: By the might of your Spirit answer this request, we pray of you, so we may be still and know that you are God; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.
 
Abba Father...In Your Presence their is fullness of joy....open his eyes to know and see Your glory...let his lips and voice bring You the Sacrifice of Praise...lifting holy hands to worship You just because of who You are...thank You for dying for us thank You for Mercy and Grace thank You for Your undying Love that never fails...thank You for Your blood that You shed on Calvary thank You for hearing us and thank You for answering our petitions and prayers...may his heart be blessed and his feet walk in full obedience to Your will and way...God hear our cry...take his troubles and mend his broken heart...let him find where to abide in You..take his hand and lead him to righteousness...Lord reveal Yourself in a Mighty way...speak a Miracle send ministering angels to minister to the needs and lead his path straight to You...draw him close to You and bring him to the place that You have purposed for his life reveal Your plan and bring glory to Your holy name....

His grace is sufficient....whether we think it's enough or not...His reason are His own..these are end times...the book of Revelation unfolding in front of your eyes...it's still not enough to be separated from His love...nothing...nothing...should be able to separate You from His Love it is a mind set to serve Him in the fullness of HIS Truth..no matter the cost to ourselves....He is not a liar and can not lie...He is a holy God...and one worthy to be praised...just because of who He is...the Great I Am...the prince of Peace the Morning Star...He is Alpha and Omega the Beginning and the End...and to Him  the Creator of ALL things...bring Him Praise because....

Your story is hard but He is able to do above and beyond all that You could ever hope for...it's getting past circumstances and situations and being content in any situation...that's what Paul said...learn to be content...in all things...I am sorry for your story is a hard one...But God placed all of this before you because He knows you are special and you can find a way in Him to be delivered from this evil...the Lord rebuke you Satan...Father speak a Miracle in Jesus name bring glory to Yourself...
 
Lord, I ask for a miracle for your child. Bring the peace that ### needs to get through these hard times. Remind all of us that your timing is perfect, that when you don't answer us you are disciplining us and teaching us patience. Lord, bless ###, bless this child of yours who has suffered so much. Make your ways known and give the actions that you need. In God's loving name..amen.
 
May God enable you to reach the highest height, bless you, comfort you, and engage you in a profound life changing way. May God help you find what you seek and receive all you ask for in Jesus name, Amen!
 
Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.
 
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