Giving up.. God doesn't answer any of my prayers

[Anonymous]

Things have gotten worse. Doctors have no answers. Some act as if I am making things up. Why and how could I make this up and why would I literally starve myself - for attention? Hardly! Things persist and have gotten much worse. Daily I have all to do to survive with the health issues. The chronic pain in my body, the swallowing problems, losing weight and being weak and my balance is off, the lack of finances and living on small, fixed income and can't pay my bills. Having NO friends and been praying for a good woman/wife for as long as I can remember.

I have prayed day and night for many years for blessings and breakthrough. For miracles! Something to see the mighty hand of God. I have asked countless others to pray. Nothing has changed. Not one thing. It only gets worse. I am starting to seriously ask myself WHY God doesn't care and I even have thoughts "is he real?" I am so tired of being verbally attacked by so-called 'Christians' any time I try to share with them. I have had pastors look me in the eye and lie to my face more than once. I don't think I have ever had a real friend. I have been good to people and helped people all my life, even on my limited income. Now I am the one in need of finances, healing, friends and more and everyone turns their backs on me. People gossip and say bad things.

I pray daily for miracles. The heavens and God are so silent. I haven't had any prayers answered. NOT ONE! I think I have lost it, or am losing my faith. It's not like that is what I want but after thousands of my prayers going up and seeing not one improvement, why continue? It's been almost 20 years that I have prayed for certain important things. I feel God hates me or just doesn't care. There isn't anything good in my life. I have lists of the bad things that happened recently and that happen daily. I can't go on like this. I pray God to take me in my sleep since we aren't supposed to do things to harm ourselves.

 

[Articles]

Our God of peace, you have taught us that in returning and rest we shall be saved, in quietness and in confidence shall be our strength: By the might of your Spirit answer this request, we pray of you, so we may be still and know that you are God; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

 

[ihavedecided]

Father God help this precious soul touch his body with your healing touch and hear his cry for his needs. Let the spirit flow in his heart and let all blessing in finances and all the desires of his heart be fulfilled. in Jesus name I pray! Amen

 

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