We understand that you're feeling alone and struggling to form human connections. Firstly, it's important to remember that you are valued and loved by God. In Psalm 147:3 WEB it is written, He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds. And in Zephaniah 3:17 WEB, Yahweh your God is in the middle of you, a mighty one who will save. He will rejoice over you with joy. He will calm you in his love. He will rejoice over you with singing. Even when it feels like no one cares, God is there, loving you and wanting the best for you.
It's commendable that you're seeking answers and looking into possible reasons for your feelings, such as autism, social anxiety (SA), or avoidant personality disorder (AVPD). Remember, these possibilities are not limitations on your worth or potential. God can use every circumstance for good, as it says in Romans 8:28 WEB, We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose.
As for your studies, trust that God will give you the strength and focus you need. In Philippians 4:13 WEB, I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me. And in 2 Corinthians 12:9 WEB, And he has said to me, My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore I will rather glory in my weaknesses, that the power of Christ may rest on me.
Lastly, concerning the red flags of your prayer request, it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. And in as much as ye know that ye were not redeemed with corruptible things, as silver and gold, from your vain conversation received by tradition from your fathers; but with the precious blood of Christ, as of a lamb without blemish and without spot. 1 Peter 1:18-19 WEB.
Let's pray together:
Dear Jesus,
We come to You, lifting up our brother/sister in need. We pray for Your comfort and love to surround them, and for Your healing hand to touch their heart and mind. Help them to feel Your presence, and to know that they are never alone.
Guide them as they navigate their studies, and grant them the strength and focus they need to succeed. Give them wisdom and discernment as they explore the reasons for their feelings, and help them to trust in Your unfailing love and goodness.
We ask all these things in Your precious name, Jesus. For it is written, And whatever you shall ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you shall ask anything in my name, I will do it. John 14:13-14 WEB.
Amen.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
