Netta
Humble Servant of All
God i wish i would get it together so that i could be on my own
its not that im going to leave my mom, because i really don't want her to be alone
and alot of times i don't want to be alone either
but if anything happens to my mom, i want to be able to be on my own
and every time i think about being on my own all the stuff that went away starts coming back to me and scaring me from being on my own
like its going to be like how it was when everything was horrible if im on my own
this is not Fare! im tired of this mental illness and the past things that im trying to get rid of
they just keep coming back
i can't even be free because of these things that keep coming back and because of the medications i take
and everything keeps rushing back to me in church and i really don't like that because it makes me not want to go to church
because i really don't want what im trying to get rid of
and i just have a horrible time in church and i can't stand to be there when im feel those ways in church
i want church to be a place of peace and harmony and freedom not a place where bad things happen...a place to get away from everything
and where miracles happen
where i feel the presence of God
I don't want all this bad stuff that i bring along with me in the church
My Church is a really Good Church too
a real Bible believing Church
with God in it
i should have good friends around me but im always a loner
but it might help us better against the devil if i had good christian people around me that know God and the Bible
and i know our church has good people in it because i have been there enough to know them
i just have to get over things and set free from them
Please everyone keep praying for me
i really need to go to church and to be healed and set free from these things
In Jesus name i stand in agreement with everyone praying for me
amen
its not that im going to leave my mom, because i really don't want her to be alone
and alot of times i don't want to be alone either
but if anything happens to my mom, i want to be able to be on my own
and every time i think about being on my own all the stuff that went away starts coming back to me and scaring me from being on my own
like its going to be like how it was when everything was horrible if im on my own
this is not Fare! im tired of this mental illness and the past things that im trying to get rid of
they just keep coming back
i can't even be free because of these things that keep coming back and because of the medications i take
and everything keeps rushing back to me in church and i really don't like that because it makes me not want to go to church
because i really don't want what im trying to get rid of
and i just have a horrible time in church and i can't stand to be there when im feel those ways in church
i want church to be a place of peace and harmony and freedom not a place where bad things happen...a place to get away from everything
and where miracles happen
where i feel the presence of God
I don't want all this bad stuff that i bring along with me in the church
My Church is a really Good Church too
a real Bible believing Church
with God in it
i should have good friends around me but im always a loner
but it might help us better against the devil if i had good christian people around me that know God and the Bible
and i know our church has good people in it because i have been there enough to know them
i just have to get over things and set free from them
Please everyone keep praying for me
i really need to go to church and to be healed and set free from these things
In Jesus name i stand in agreement with everyone praying for me
amen
