Get it together

[Netta]

God, I wish I would get it together so that I could be on my own.
It's not that I'm going to leave my mom, because I really don't want her to be alone.
And a lot of times, I don't want to be alone either.
But if anything happens to my mom, I want to be able to be on my own.
And every time I think about being on my own, all the stuff that went away starts coming back to me and scaring me from being on my own.
Like it's going to be like how it was when everything was horrible if I'm on my own.
This is not fair! I'm tired of this mental illness and the past things that I'm trying to get rid of.
They just keep coming back.
I can't even be free because of these things that keep coming back and because of the medications I take.
And everything keeps rushing back to me in church, and I really don't like that because it makes me not want to go to church.
Because I really don't want what I'm trying to get rid of.
And I just have a horrible time in church, and I can't stand to be there when I feel those ways in church.
I want church to be a place of peace and harmony and freedom, not a place where bad things happen...a place to get away from everything.
And where miracles happen.
Where I feel the presence of God.
I don't want all this bad stuff that I bring along with me in the church.
My church is a really good church too, a real Bible-believing church with God in it.
I should have good friends around me, but I'm always a loner.
But it might help us better against the devil if I had good Christian people around me that know God and the Bible.
And I know our church has good people in it because I have been there enough to know them.
I just have to get over things and set free from them.
Please everyone keep praying for me.
I really need to go to church and to be healed and set free from these things.
In Jesus' name, I stand in agreement with everyone praying for me.
Amen.

 

[hearme]

Matthew 6:33 But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you. Romans 8:28 And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose.

 

[Netta]

i am seeking him out

im on here seeking him out

and i will do more when God finally intervenes

and changes me

and He is right now actually

im feeling good about things now

 

[findingpearls15]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Ayo]

And my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus. Amen.(Philippians 4:19 ESV)

 

[MissJ]

I prayed for you. May God hear all your prayers and give you the strength you need, to overcome all the things you need to. Amen

 

[valtillm]

With God you are never alone he said he would be closer than a brother think on this and find peace in it be blessed and and look until the hills from with cometh your help

 

[The Encourager]

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[Stitcher]

Praying for peace of mind and for good supportive Christian friends for you, ###.

The small groups at church, such as Bible study, Life groups or small groups that meet during the week, or Sunday School class are often best way to get to know others.

I have prayed for this. In Jesus' name, Amen.

 

[hostadmin]

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