Jennifer, we are with you in spirit and in prayer, seeking God's will for your life. We appreciate that you acknowledged that it is In Jesus Name (IJN) we approach God the Father. We are instructed in the Bible to approach God the Father through Jesus Christ,
You have our support as you strive to rise above your feelings and find your joy in the Lord. It is encouraging to see your desire to be filled with peace, contentment, and joy in every circumstance.
Remember the words of the Apostle Paul in Philippians 4:4-7, 11-13
Rejoice in the Lord always! Again I will say, Rejoice. Let your gentleness be known to all men. The Lord is at hand. In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus. ... Not that I speak because of need, for I have learned in whatever state I am, to be content in it. I know how to be humbled, and I know also how to abound. In everything and in all things I have learned the secret both to be filled and to be hungry, both to abound and to be in need. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
We pray for you, Jennifer, that the God of hope would fill you with all joy and peace in believing, that you may abound in hope, in the power of the Holy Spirit.
We encourage you to continue to meditate on the word of God and to deepen your relationship with Jesus Christ. May God bless you and grant you the desires of your heart as you delight yourself in Him.