Frustrated Job Seeker

[adayah]

I got a message my account would deactivate unless I post a prayer request. So here's my request and this is good timing. Been looking for work. Thought I found a place where I might work out. I really don't want to do tech support anymore. My values changed after losing the woman I love, my family and friends to deaths, all my posessions and health. I owned so much technology I bankrupted myself. So tech support is the antithesis of my values. And this company is a web host. they said we have to support the porn sites and if you're offended by it "Get over it". And that we may find children (and to report it). I'm sorry God abhors lust and porn and that' something I can't do. I don't care how rich they are. They got a pool table, ping pong, cable tv with plamas in living room setup. Video game machines, pin ball, artificial punching bag, airhockey. I serve the homeless and sponsor a child in Africa. I don't understand America anymore. You make a lotta money off people, act like rich snobs and go bonkers, get in debt and now we can't give to churches or those in need. And don't think I'm going around asking for help. No I'm not. Why? Cause I know 1. I won't get. 2. People don't want to. 3. They look down on you if you don't take anything, even if it means selling out your faith. Even the Church. And I know by experience. I say sell your stuff America cause it's getting taken anyway. I sold my bike before Christmas to help another person. I didn't have the money and asked God to sell it the day I posted it when before I couldn't sell it for week if He wanted me to provide this person's need. I've walked to find jobs before cause I had no gas. When I worked overnight at a hospital, I'd just started in medical records. I worked alon and had to deliver papers to charts on all floors at all rooms including the ICU. One night I heard a stroke alert. I always prayed for alerts but almost didn't. But I said to myself that one night it could be one of my family members. It was my grandma. We let her go. I couldn't sleep more than 4 hours after that. My Christian boss and her boss denied my transfer to day shift. I forced myself to walk in there every night to DO MY JOB! So people and I wouldn't think of myself a quitter. I left sick bumping into a door. I was sick with a virus 2.5 weeks and prayed when I woke up in Oct. 2008. I'd left a church being told when I was healed I was deceived and the devil does miracles too. God asked me to pray for the woman I love's daughter's unborn baby. I didn't even know she was pregnant. I prayed her baby would live, seeing still born in a vision. Next month on Thanksgiving I had emergency surgery. By feb. 14, 2009 the baby was still born. So much more happened after that. The church I'd known since 18 wouldn't help me or my unemployed fired mom. And then the pastor's father and son died just before and after Father's day. And there's more, but what do people care. I'm just a quitter! God deal with us all if we don't get right. I just need a job that lets me go to church and not sell out God. Thank God someone bought my shelf and table. I just paid the electric today. But I won't have the car or rent. If the reposess the car, I can take the bus. Otherwise I'll end up homeless like the homeless I serve. I get it. I sowed the seeds of greed and reaped the grape of wrath. If I were all of you I'd pray to God seriously he spares us this year in hurricanes. Our federal reserve lies near Houston and New Orleans. I need help but in my opinion I think you all need help...

 

[CarlaJ]

I pray that God will lead you in the direction that He knows is right for you. Amen

 

[mononen]

Lord bless and keep this man. Lord have mercy, Christ have mercy, Lord have mercy. In the Father,Son and Holy Ghost. Amen.

 

[Bibleman46]

Lord God, I pray that You would reach down with Your love and mercy and restore this man. Set him free from all his frustrations and change his circumstances. Forgive him, guide him, and let him see Your blessing of provision flow into his life. Bring to him the job opportunity that he needs and bless him in that job. Remove all the mountains of doubt,dissapointment, and frustration from his life, in Jesus name, amen

"He that hath clean hands and a pure heart...shall receive the blessing of the Lord, and righteousness from the God of his salvation." Ps. 24:4,5

 

[OLIVIA]

Dear Brother Be strong and very courageous, dont give up, God knows what you have gone through, we don't know sometimes why the storms comes in our lives, I believe to bring us close in relationship with Him. I will keep you in my prayer ask the Lord to provide you a job, and all financial needs, God is good and he will reward you for your good works, look up to the Lord, read the Word of God. and wait upon the Lord, those who wait on the Lord shall never be ashemed, Lord I pray Father You give him a job and provide all his financial needs, and comport him Lord, be very close to him Lord, lift his spirit up Lord, hear his prayer Father and bring christian in his path to minister to him. I pray in Jesus Name. Amen

 

[adayah]

I appreciate all the prayers. I appreciate Christians do pray for other Christians on the internet when you don't even know me. But to be honest, today I'm about ready to give up on church all together. Every church I've gone to I've served but if I ever reached out for help or to even ask a question, most people don't get back to me or care enough to get involved or listen. I've been serving the homeless and I've emailed the ministry leader to pass some situations by him to see what He thought God might have to say about it. Instead of getting back to me, I just got a mass mail from him to volunteer for an event. Nothing response to me though. I'm not exactly sure what these people's goal is. It's good we feed people but it doesn't seem leaders are interested in actually helping someone by spending time with them. I find this everywhere I go. Paul said it best in saying we have many teachers but few fathers. What do churches care? Do they? I don't think...