needingprayers
Prayer Warrior
Friends, it has been a while since I have posted anything on here. I apologize for that. I feel so guilty that I’ve neglected turning to others until I’m in dire need of prayers. I know that prayer is stronger when in numbers, but I have been praying on my own. I just finally reached a breaking point, and I realized that I’m just not strong enough on my own. I hope that whoever is reading this will help pray with/for me. My pet sugar-glider, ###, died a few days ago. She slowly went in my arms, and I’m thankful for that. I don’t know if it was old age, if she was sick, or what happened because it all occurred so suddenly. The grief that I feel is… immense, intense, and I don’t think that it’ll ever really go away because when you love someone/something so much… how can it? Please, pray for my heart to heal as much as it can. Also, my other sugar-glider is now acting odd. I don’t know if she’s sick, too. I don’t know if she’s grieving, but she won’t eat. Her behavior is off, and I’m worried that I may lose her as well. Please, pray for her. Her name is ###. She isn’t old enough to pass away naturally so something may be wrong, and it is worrying me to the point where I can’t think of anything aside from her and from the loss of my other beloved baby. Please, pray that she’s okay and that she’ll live a long, happy, healthy life with me. I’m just so scared, and I’m in need of comfort and prayers. Please, God, let ### live and be okay. Let her live to be of old age like ###, and please hold me. Comfort me. Calm my thoughts and my heart. I’ll do anything for her to be alright, and I need You to help me. I love you, Daddy. I love the animals that you’ve given me. I don’t want to see anything happen to them, and I hope that you have ### up there in Heaven with you. I’ll never get over her, I’ll never stop missing her, and I’ll never stop loving her. I can’t lose ###, too. Please don’t let me lose ###, either. He’s old and he’s deaf, but I can’t suffer much more loss. Please, God. Heal my babies and keep them safe. I love you. Amen. And to anyone that prays for me, for ###, and for ### — thank you. I’m thankful for you and your prayers.