Thank you for your dedicated Prayers. Jordan can not go to summer school, it started June 10th and I didn't realize it til the 18th. I called and talked to the school. He had missed 7 days and that is like 22 days of Regular School, he Had to go to Graduate on time. I can't believe I forgot the first day. After all that with his schooling and then I didn't realize the first day...I just don't understand how I forgot, and I am sick about it. I got confused with Austin's summer school, and trying to find him daycare, and then Austin needing a 5 hour test at the hospital due to him not growing due to his C.P. and putting up with no sleep, do to Jordan, his total rebellion, dealing with Scott moving out and his court, and then My Nephew is in a nasty child support battle, it is just too much. I lost it, and I regret it and I am trying to find my footing, through the Lord's guidance. I know the Lord got Jordan through passing, I have to Believe there is God's Silver Lining here and I just don't see it. So I am walking with My Faith. I was told, not asked, that My sister wants to move in, without helping with the bills, and that will be extremely challenging, which is more added stress. I love my sister, but I can not live with her. I am looking for another place to live now. I am weak now and brokenhearted, but the Lord will make me strong. I think of all you, my dear prayer partners, and I am continuing to pray for all of You, my dear friends, even if I don't post or am not on as much lately, You are in my thoughts and Prayers and are very special to me.
Lord, Intervene as I know You are. Give me a sign, Lord. I am exhausted Lord, and my back is a mess. Lord, I ask for forgiveness of my sins Lord, I am relying on You and Your Promises, In Jesus Name Amen