seanathon
Prayer Warrior
It is a beautiful day. I am glad that I have such an awesome family. I am glad that I have such awesome pets. I am glad that they are grounded in calm care and wish good for me. I know that they love each other and me without a doubt. They have prayed immensely for me to be a good son and to be clear and still. I would just like to affirm any prayers they said for me. Amen. I am asking for calmness and clarity that I would be still and not give up on myself because no one has given up on me, and it is a beautiful day. Jesus, thank you for the beautiful day. I am tired of tension. I ask for calmness and peaceful thoughts to simply help me as I sit still today. That there would not be any stronghold of negativity nor anger. That calmness and gentleness would restore all the beautiful dreams I had as a child and that I would not entertain any negativity. I ask that I would not be jealous of others or their faith. I know that sometimes I compare myself in unhealthy ways and even get jealous of the strength that I see in others. I ask for forgiveness and healing regarding this because when I'm not jealous, I am strong and humble. There is no reason to be jealous. I would just ask for a helmet, a calm healing song, and to be joyful with my family and teachers. That the respect that I had at Redlands University for music and teachers and to be able to respect the teachers while being a good student and joyful. That I have piano lessons would show vibrantly today and that I would be healed. Amen. It is a beautiful day, and I just wanted to say thank you for protecting this house and not allowing any enemy to enter it. I ask that any turmoil or strife would simply be lifted away from this house. I would ask that all the ridiculous anger and exhaustion that came when I tried to rest after my big awesome opera Pagliacci would simply be overshadowed and healed away and not even be remembered as I move forward today. That any residuals would not even get to have a struggle. All that anger and doubt had its time and it no longer gets any. It is not for war. It is time for me to respect the beautiful day. I would ask that all the negativity in my life could simply be washed away gently like a calm flowing river. I don't want to give up on myself, and I admit that anger had really hit me hard. So I would ask for humor and tears to be clarified that my emotions would clearly and calmly be expressed in non-hostile nor spiteful ways. That if there's any resentment or anger, it would be washed away and that any attacker, be it negativity or whatever, would simply not have any more authority over or presence in me. And when humans and mankind sin, I would ask that I would not throw a stone. That I would not point fingers nor become apathetic because you didn't at all. I ask for help, a calm helmet for calmness, and earmuffs (this is for a nice comforting dream to protect me). I had a traumatic event, and I know that Jesus watched over me, and I got through it. Peace be with the person who was unjustly burdened to have accidentally given me faulty medicine. That I would move on now as if the medicine incident and all that transpired in fear because of it would simply have no authority anymore. In Jesus Christ's name, I pray. Amen. And it is a beautiful day. I just wanted to say it is so clear and beautiful. I am so glad that I am living and breathing with such cool and awesome family and including pets. I ask for healing because I have felt broken. There is no doubt, but I know that this joy is stronger than any and all negativity. May I know because I know that Jesus is hearing me and not only hearing me but that He has me in the palm of His hand. I would just ask for calmness to return to my eyes and that calmness would wash away any of the negative sensations I have had. That as I try to pray, I would become more still, not frenzied nor think I am going to be attacked. Honestly, there is no need to fear because grace and love is abundant and strong in this beautiful day. Also, may my thoughts slow down calmly that impulses would be slowed so that they would not have any impact. That they would be so weak that they would not even make it to their target and helplessly float away in the gentlest breeze. Please help me to find rest today. I will respect the people today in my life. I am not perfect, so I ask for full armor in Jesus Christ's name and also for wisdom and compassion. I need help because I need wisdom desperately, and that I would listen to wisdom. I ask that I would give up whatever is blocking or holding in the chaotic time I have been feeling. May I remember that when I sing, it is not about control but about release and expressing my emotions to Jesus to God. I ask honestly that I do not be perfectionistic about it because it was never about being perfectionistic ever. It was expressing myself and being joyful and guided to become a more joyful and compassionate and respectful and wise and listen to Jesus in the moment. I know this without a doubt eternally, and I am asking for help. Please don't let the delusions from high school have any more time in my life. May I not listen to so-called curses because they have no authority, and please show me how to not judge in a non-obsessive way. I need stillness. Amen.
