Leah B.
Humble Servant of All
I have an appointment with a surgeon to discuss hernia surgery today. I am very nervous and scared. One issue is I had to admit on the intake form that I am not taking the famotidine 40 mg rx the other surgeon switched me to after I expressed fear about kidney problems because of or exacerbated by omeprazole. My issue with this is my last eGFR was 56. Beers Criteria says the cut-off for famotidine 40 mg is eGFR 50. I feel I am so close to that cut-off, I don't want to take any chances. I feel especially because I'm a woman, these doctors will get angry with me for questioning. I also am TERRIFIED of going off of that omeprazole to do BRAVO testing. I already have evidence of microaspiration into my lungs, and my throat is raw. What will unleashing rebound acid do to me? [I asked the first surgeon for a 24-hour pH impedance test instead of BRAVO. To my shock, his practice doesn't have the 24-hour Impedance. Oh, and there's more: I called my PMD and asked for an urgent referral to a big facility that has 24-hour pH impedance testing. The referral went through. However, this new facility REFUSED to see me because I already have a GI doctor! I feel like a child bride being forced to marry an aging sultan. I am SO exhausted emotionally and just drained. Every time I asked for a second opinion so far, I've been right: VA almost performed a biopsy on my left lung for a nodule I didn't believe was cancer because it wasn't growing. My outside-VA pulmonologist confirmed I was right. The nodule only lit up to SUV max 1, not convincing for cancer. I saved myself a collapsed lung. In another case, I got a second opinion and surgery for bilateral carpal tunnel surgery from VA when I provider was dragging his heels and stalling doing the operations to the point where he was putting me at risk for permanent nerve damage. [The operative findings in both wrists were extensive scarring from prior surgeries.] What I'm saying is I have a long track record of questioning doctors and being right. In this case, the difference is I'm being blocked from a second opinion. Anyway, I'm very scared. Please in Jesus's name pray for me and pray for this situation and for today's appointment to go well.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.