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saninca
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Please help me overcome my loneliness. The only comfort I have are my 2 dogs and not even my husband. I regret many of the decisions I've made in the past that have brought me here now. I have no friends, can hardly speak to my husband who at times is demanding and controlling, am almost 43 years old with no children (and probably never will have any now), have a demanding job that unnerves me every day, and I live 45 minutes outside the city so by the time I get home everynight I just want to drink some wine and pop a vidodin to put me to sleep. It seems there is nothing to look forward to. I used to have a great, active life, great career, wonderful friends, but all that is now gone. I'm always dreaming of winning the lottery so I can escape, give my husband half and start a new life helping others and find a bett