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Disciple of Prayer
Finding it difficult at present with my brothers sudden death. I am with my family now and will be arranging the burial preparations soon. I am still trying to come to grips with it. I have not mourned his death yet. I wonder if there is something wrong with me. It seems like an illusion. Surreal. We were not very close but kept in regular contact. I feel as if my mind is being attacked. I feel a lot of guilt... My heart feels calloused. I feel unemotional. Not good. Please pray over my situation. I even wonder where my brother is now... With or without God? I need God's peace in my life. I plan to visit a church here tomorrow. Thankyou for your heartfelt prayers. Robert. WA.