Eric
Faithful Servant
I've been fighting for three weeks and I am tired. It's truly over between me and my girlfriend, I believe the love of my life. How can this be? How could the Lord allow this when He knows how I feel. I know, I know, the Lord has a plan for me. I mean I'm sure He does. I know I'll be happier in the Lord's will. I just have to let go of ### now and cling to the Lord. I feel hollow. I pray the Lord to fill me where ### is not anymore. I know this is what I needed, I've been a jerk for so long. I had this coming. How could I do this? How could I hurt her so bad to drive all the love out of her? I don't ever want to be out of the Lord's will again. I need, Father God to fill me like never before, to keep me with Him forever without wavering, to solidify me in Him, I need to be covered completely by the Lord. I must let her go and submerge myself in Jesus. I can't hope in ### anymore. It tears me down. Please Father, Help me. In Jesus' name.
