Hungry4love357
Servant of All
I still have not heard anything from my friend. I feel trapped. I want to move on but I am still clinging to that hope that she will talk to me again. I want a special friend. I thought is was her, but I cannot seem to get a hold of her. I don't have time to meet people either. I am working from 6:00am to 9:00pm every day except Friday, and Saterday where I work from 6:00am from 5:00pm. Sunday is my only way off. It doesn't matter. I don't have time to invest in relationships anymore. I hardly get to spend time with my family. And I am exahsted. I'm never gonna get married at this rate. It's like the further I go the less time I have to give to others. Is this really what my life is going to be like? I feel miserable. Will God ever give me a helpmate? I would give almost anything for a loving and loyal wife. I feel like I am working hard for nothin
