Feeling Tired in my Soul

[Refer to my other post earlier below] So last night before I went to bed I got down on my knees and fervently prayed to the Lord, and as the Lord Jesus for salvation. I asked for strength and protection and I commanded the devil and his demons to be cast out in the name of Jesus. I ask the Lord Jesus to remove this fear out of my mind and soul. I put on a video on my phone, called releasing the power and blood of Jesus prayers, and played it all night as I slept. For the first time in many nights I felt more peaceful and unafraid, unafraid to sleep and unafraid of the dark. I woke up this morning feeling hopeful and renewed and I didn't feel like horrible nagging fear and paranoia, I could walk down the dark hall or walk into dark rooms and not feel afraid. But soon not long after, as the day went on, I felt....I don't know how to describe this feeling. Like I feel weary, tired, unhappy in my mind and soul. I feel like all isn't quite well yet. The battle half won. I don't know if it's just mental and physical since I haven't been sleeping or eating properly for the past whole week. But I just feel drained of energy in my mind body and soul, like I can't feel happy right now. I'm praying to the Lord about it but I feel like I shouldn't be feeling this way. I know becoming saved doesn't mean that your life is supposed to become perfect and hunky dory but I just don't know.. Has anyone felt like this before?

 

[Natasha 2]

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[Natasha 2]

 

[Agargol]

[Refer to my other post earlier below] So last night before I went to bed I got down on my knees and fervently prayed to the Lord, and as the Lord Jesus for salvation. I asked for strength and protection and I commanded the devil and his demons to be cast out in the name of Jesus. I ask the Lord Jesus to remove this fear out of my mind and soul. I put on a video on my phone, called releasing the power and blood of Jesus prayers, and played it all night as I slept. For the first time in many nights I felt more peaceful and unafraid, unafraid to sleep and unafraid of the dark. I woke up this morning feeling hopeful and renewed and I didn't feel like horrible nagging fear and paranoia, I could walk down the dark hall or walk into dark rooms and not feel afraid. But soon not long after, as the day went on, I felt....I don't know how to describe this feeling. Like I feel weary, tired, unhappy in my mind and soul. I feel like all isn't quite well yet. The battle half won. I don't know if it's just mental and physical since I haven't been sleeping or eating properly for the past whole week. But I just feel drained of energy in my mind body and soul, like I can't feel happy right now. I'm praying to the Lord about it but I feel like I shouldn't be feeling this way. I know becoming saved doesn't mean that your life is supposed to become perfect and hunky dory but I just don't know.. Has anyone felt like this before?

I can relate to this you are not alone. Sometimez the more we pray the more the more evil will try to rear its ugly head! The Lord will not be overshadowed and God light will not be outshined! I pray you find the God paradise in your mind! God bless you and yours!

 

[indigoflower]

Great ###, i am proud of you!!! I bet the Lord is proud of you to.
Just continue.
Yes, the devil is fighting to stop you to enter fully into the kingdom of God.
When i was at the beginning of the road with Jesus, i had so much anxiety, that i had diarrhea and showers of anxiety, so that i couldnt go anywhere without my mother. Imagine that, i was ###!!
I remember getting rid of that by regularly attending the church. But it was a good church with the power of God.
Everytime i got into the church i had digestive problems and anxieties, and when i got out, i was like ### kg lighter. I tell you, i experienced some kind of deliverance. Where the spirit of the Lord is there is freedom. Freedom is also in listening to praise and worship. I listen today 3 awesome praise songs and i feel so much better and more positive today.
Try this:
Listen to this every day,, its anointed. There is the presence of the Lord there. Demons will flee, i guarantee if you abide long enough in this praise. Usually it gets 15-60 minutes for me to feel free in praise. I recommend 60 minutes, even if it means listening again and again one song that inspires you.

Wow how horrible that must have been. I haven't been eating properly ever since this, my mom thinks I'm sick, I feel too anxious to eat. But I'm praying hard every day. And thank you again so much for your words and those videos.

 

[TJS]

[Refer to my other post earlier below] So last night before I went to bed I got down on my knees and fervently prayed to the Lord, and as the Lord Jesus for salvation. I asked for strength and protection and I commanded the devil and his demons to be cast out in the name of Jesus. I ask the Lord Jesus to remove this fear out of my mind and soul. I put on a video on my phone, called releasing the power and blood of Jesus prayers, and played it all night as I slept. For the first time in many nights I felt more peaceful and unafraid, unafraid to sleep and unafraid of the dark. I woke up this morning feeling hopeful and renewed and I didn't feel like horrible nagging fear and paranoia, I could walk down the dark hall or walk into dark rooms and not feel afraid. But soon not long after, as the day went on, I felt....I don't know how to describe this feeling. Like I feel weary, tired, unhappy in my mind and soul. I feel like all isn't quite well yet. The battle half won. I don't know if it's just mental and physical since I haven't been sleeping or eating properly for the past whole week. But I just feel drained of energy in my mind body and soul, like I can't feel happy right now. I'm praying to the Lord about it but I feel like I shouldn't be feeling this way. I know becoming saved doesn't mean that your life is supposed to become perfect and hunky dory but I just don't know.. Has anyone felt like this before?

FATHER GOD, PLEASE HELP US DRAW CLOSER TO YOU AND PLEASE GOD GET CLOSER TO US. WE NEED YOU IN OUR LIVES AND OUR HEARTS. IN JESUS NAME, HEAR US CRY OUT TO YOU, AMEN

 

[Natasha 2]

Wow how horrible that must have been. I haven't been eating properly ever since this, my mom thinks I'm sick, I feel too anxious to eat. But I'm praying hard every day. And thank you again so much for your words and those videos.

You are welcome ###. I know that feeling. I could not eat also properly, I was thin at that time and one brother told me that something dark was upon me. Do you have some good church to attend? I usually get much much better after praise and worship in the church, if it's anointed.

 

[indigoflower]

You are welcome ###. I know that feeling. I could not eat also properly, I was thin at that time and one brother told me that something dark was upon me. Do you have some good church to attend? I usually get much much better after praise and worship in the church, if it's anointed.

Unfortunately no, though I really long to start going to church now. My dad has always wanted our family to attend but I guess life got in the way and we allowed work and school to be an excuse for being busy and at the time I was clouded by darkness and didn't want to go, I scorned the idea of going to church because I thought it was a waste of time. Now I want to start. But I don't even know where to start, how to find a good church, since I've heard how many churches these days are headed by false leaders who aren't actually preaching the Word the way they should.