seanathon
Prayer Warrior
i went to church today and had a good meal with my family, i didnt get sleep though and was having some very disturbing thoughts the whole way, i really enjoyed the peace that my family had after the meal for the first time in awhile they were at ease, and now ive already messed up and had a yell and was rude to my mom now the house is recuperating i guess, in all honesty im trying to figure out whats going on with me, alot of people seem agitated by me, and im not going to lie im agitated, im having some really bad delusional and angry feelings, and what bothered me was how hard it was to just calm down, in all honesty im beginning to have some really angry thoughts about myself and even those around me who i shouldnt, i dont know what to do, iplease keep my family in your prayers and yes i am anxious its really hard to see myself being so angry and having elt like i cared so much when all of sudden now i am letting unexisting things things ruin my relationships.
