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Dear Lord, I have a bad anger problem. I get so frustrated easily and let the little things bother me. Help me to be strong-minded, and not let anything affect me even the little things. Help me to be a little mature in some situations and help me grow as a person. I get so jealous and mad over the little things, and think negative, but I want to be a positive person from now on. I am looking into myself, and yes, it's hard to change, but maybe I do need serious mental help. My mom did suffer from bipolar disorder, so I don't know what the problem is in me; I NEED YOUR help in making my relationship work with ###. I need his life to change for the better as well. We both had pasts and are bad, but his lying needs to stop. I can't take it sometimes, and I feel like he just doesn't show me the love I need. I feel like I'm trapped sometimes. I wish I had more friends by my side, and more family. I do feel so lonely sometimes; it's sad. I am doing everything I wish he would be more of a man and just keep a job, and go back to school and do right. Lord, I need the physical and verbal violence to stop. I am thinking of maybe going into counseling to help younger girls like me. Maybe this might be my life path since I have been through so much struggle and hard time...Amen
