Lose faith? I would rather be skinned alive and tacked to a tree.I know this is about you and not me, but how can you live without faith? God is continually more then Good to all of us,every second of every day! You eat,drink,sleep,see,smell,touch,hear,taste,even breathe,ALL because of Him.We LIVE because of Him.Sinners that we are,and born enemies of God,what does our great and mighty God do? Wipe us out because we live to please ourselves and do all manner of evil upon the earth and enjoy it? No. God loves us so much,He sent His Only Begotten Son to pay the ultimate price of a horrendous death on a Cross for our redemption.And raised Jesus from death to justify us forever.What a Savior,what a Redeemer,what a great and holy God!He even gave us His Spirit as a downpayment of our eternal inheritance with Christ.Everything is peanuts compared to that.Even when our problems,issues or circumstances seem to loom large or scarey to us.Christ is Lord over them all.Anything we go through here on earth is only for a moment when compared to Eternity with Christ! Don't falter and never give up in having faith in the Only One fully deserving of our faith.God will see you through whatever you are going through.Just put Christ first and at your problems center.I say this over and over and never get tired of saying it,that God is able! He proves it over and over again.I do not in anyway wish to sound mean,but this attitude needs to be repented of.I do pray that our Heavenly Father quickly delivers you out of this.His love and faith in you will never end either.He loves you with an unspeakable love! So great is His love that with our finite minds we could never fully comprehend it!Receive all that He has for you.But do it by faith and you will never be disappointed.I will pray for you until the Lord releases me.Your brother in Christ