Feeling lost

MARSHALO

Disciple of Prayer
God through Jesus I come to you things are always hitting me hard God I've been a mean man to everyone not because I choose to it's that I loose my temper quickly and its always bother me I let people get to me quick and I can't control my actions I am coming to you asking that you hear me because I don't want this life no more I stay praying for change you know I do why is it hard for me to stay correct the sins that I do I pray that you remove them and I talk to you all the time and I love and have faith and believe but its like I can't make it to where I want to be God forgive me because sometimes I don't know what I do and I'm sorry for my mistakes I just need a break in this path and I know you've always bless me and been there and kept me safe at all times and I'll never be disrespectful and question when things go wrong because I bring things on myself I just don't know why my life is tore up where my kid's don't see me even if I was home I got married at a young age and didn't understand fully of the sin I just want out of that I don't want to use my girlfriend well my friend now its like I always say the wrong things when I'm mad to her putting her down but its only when I'm mad and its been like that with all women in my life sometime I just talk to much and say to much its just like things are old and I'm fed up with it all I need your help God I do show me the way God you know I've lied to you and made promises the I tried to keep but I fail now I'm back at the same road again over and over for 17 years I'm a good man and I mean good and its hard for me God all I ever had was you no one hears my Cry's no one knows what I go through but you and I know I deserve correction and I'm not coming to you about a relationship but ive grown to love her and I can't stand to see her like this so I pray for her strength and well being and for her to forgive me for not showing more support or love tonight God I release it all to you God help me like never before keep the devil and temptation behind allow me to love harder and keep my mouth close allow me not to get angry and loose control allow me to forgive lord including myself I don't want to continue this way its the wrong turn turn me back and lead me take the wheel God please look over my ole lady father I don't know what's wrong but I ask you to heal him God heal my parents as well God thanks for seeing this and thanks in advance love you so much love you and please forgive me for my sins in Jesus name I pray amen
 
Heavenly Father. In the Name of Your Son Jesus Christ, I pray, that you will receive and answer your child's prayers according to your perfect will. Amen
 
Dear Marshalo,

Where do you think this anger is coming from? What hurt or pain in your life maybe causing you to FIRE AT WILL?

It's important to "Identify" where this pain/anger is coming from so you can rebuke it and take authority over it thru Jesus.

Have you attended an anger management program?

How does it make you feel when you lose control and hurt someone out of anger?

If you have been on this road for 17 years then it's time you got off this road of anger! 

If someone says things the wrong way to you to push your buttons into an anger mode; You have to stop taking it too personal!

You know the devil knows your weak area's and will use anyone to push your buttons and piss you off into anger!

Let the anger go! Anger can cause early arthritis in your joints and the anger is "Stress" which is a number one killer!

Buy some good 100% Essential Oils to breath in like Lavender, Spearmint and Pineneedle. There are others. God has created natural things on this earth to help us. Listen to some good

"Harp Music". Channtel Dube is good and there are others.

David played the Harp to calm Saul.

God in heaven I rebuke all spirits of anger. Demon spirits of anger be loosed from this man. You have to go (Leave) In the name of Jesus!

Heavenly Father bring love and joy in this man's heart and melt away any anger issues that would steal his emotional healthiness!

In the Name of Jesus!

By the Power of the Holy Spirit!

With the Love of God I Pray!

Amen!
 
God through Jesus I come to you things are always hitting me hard God I've been a mean man to everyone not because I choose to it's that I loose my temper quickly and its always bother me I let people get to me quick and I can't control my actions I am coming to you asking that you hear me because I don't want this life no more I stay praying for change you know I do why is it hard for me to stay correct the sins that I do I pray that you remove them and I talk to you all the time and I love and have faith and believe but its like I can't make it to where I want to be God forgive me because sometimes I don't know what I do and I'm sorry for my mistakes I just need a break in this path and I know you've always bless me and been there and kept me safe at all times and I'll never be disrespectful and question when things go wrong because I bring things on myself I just don't know why my life is tore up where my kid's don't see me even if I was home I got married at a young age and didn't understand fully of the sin I just want out of that I don't want to use my girlfriend well my friend now its like I always say the wrong things when I'm mad to her putting her down but its only when I'm mad and its been like that with all women in my life sometime I just talk to much and say to much its just like things are old and I'm fed up with it all I need your help God I do show me the way God you know I've lied to you and made promises the I tried to keep but I fail now I'm back at the same road again over and over for 17 years I'm a good man and I mean good and its hard for me God all I ever had was you no one hears my Cry's no one knows what I go through but you and I know I deserve correction and I'm not coming to you about a relationship but ive grown to love her and I can't stand to see her like this so I pray for her strength and well being and for her to forgive me for not showing more support or love tonight God I release it all to you God help me like never before keep the devil and temptation behind allow me to love harder and keep my mouth close allow me not to get angry and loose control allow me to forgive lord including myself I don't want to continue this way its the wrong turn turn me back and lead me take the wheel God please look over my ole lady father I don't know what's wrong but I ask you to heal him God heal my parents as well God thanks for seeing this and thanks in advance love you so much love you and please forgive me for my sins in Jesus name I pray amen
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