Feeling hopeless about my marriage

[WoMs1997]

I've asked for prayers for months on here. Believing that this marriage was going to survive Tonight he is back at wanting me out of our house he has been throwing things out yelling it's over I have no feelings for you He said I'm not good enough for him anymore. He doesn't give a crap about God he says and will not allow me to speak it's been like this since Feb. I have been speaking the Word over him daily it's getting worse. I've said to God my husband must be a hard shell to crack so crack him You made everything he is not above You. He is stubborn and rebellious and proud. I need a word from the Lord what to do next. 30 yrs is a long time of marriage I don't want divorce. Thank you for all the past prayers. I feel almost defeated today. I'm ### and I'm really exhausted from it all. God Help me.

Thank you for all your love and prayers. I have recently got a prayer cloth from Curry Blake Ministery and cut it up in pieces and put it in my husband shoes caps and coats in his pillow case too. Believing he would be set free from oppression and depression and total healing of his kidneys and blood. Restoration of my marriage. Jesus is still healing and restoring today. My husband ate with me after months just he and I. I give God the glory. He was decent with me over the weekend. That is a big change I give God the glory for that too. In time I hope to be totally restored better than before in Christ and marriage. We ate all together my husband and my son and I it's been many months. I believe God arranged that too. Lord soften his heart and continue to speak to him in his dreams amen.