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Things are not going the way I think they should. Just was informed by the recruiter hat the position I am to be interviewed may be delayed until the first week in April. Hiring manager is continuing to seek the senior position and then will approach the junior support position. Advised to follow-up the first week in April. I am at empass at this point. I need employment. I have not received that healing I have been praying for now for quite some time. I have not received favor for gainful employment over 24 months now. My emotions could use an overhaul. My relationships are all lacking sometimes the understanding and compassonate. Even my pastor does not seem to have an inkling of what is going on in your life. My spiritual nourishment has become weak. These are times that have just had it. These are times I am just about ready to give up, abandon ship, throw in the towel, call it a day! Just ever how you want to put it, I am ready to quit. Well, although I am weary, the devil wants nothing more than for me to do just that. Lay down and give up. He wants me to surrender. Then he will have me right where he wants you, alone and hopeless. So I am professing, the Devil is a liar! I will not surrender. I am here to take my stand off with the devil, as long as I hang in there and do not give up, for I will be the winner. I will not faint. The last one standing wins so I must endure to the end. Galatians 6:9 says this, "And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not." Mark 13:13b says, "but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved." In Jesus Name, Amen.
