farther i am all ready mentally prepared to wait for my end. I am tired, so tired of 33 years of nothing but suffering. Doors slam at every corner, but to have the pills I need so I can live, they are blocked and I am unable to get them after 2 weeks of fighting and no help in sight. I am dead...
Lord you know everything. Why everytime I am the one who suffers at the end. What are your plans for me. Stop this pain and suffering. Lord please give me strength.
Dear heavenly father God I pray to rebuke and Reject bind up and cancel out on the dreams I had within the past 2 weeks about my old workshop Janus Developmental service. Staffs coming to mine and my friends town area and getting in between me and my friends and separating and splitting us up...