cherishedbyone
Disciple of Prayer
Father I wake up sometimes and wish that this was not my reality. My material life has taken such a downward slope in the last 10 years I can't wrap my head around how I got here. It makes me sad that we are in such a condition. I don't understand Lord. I've made some bad mistakes but for all the good and the hard work, I have my sons to show for it. Please help me God. Help us Lord. I have liquidated everything to care for my sons. One still, after all the medication, therapy, and TLC I have given them, can't stand on his own two feet. Help me GOD. Please bless this situation. After 23 years of fighting for them, I am weary and can barely work anymore. Their Father hasn't contributed to their well-being. I once had a great career and a prosperous life. Help me see that this wasn't futile. Help ### stand up and be accountable for his life. You know how alone I feel. Show me please God all the positives in my life. I need to feel the grace of your presence in my life. Find me a new career or job opportunity. Open doors that need to be opened. Help me Lord. This season I am out of work and struggling. Still struggling. I love you Lord. Thank you for all you've done and all you are about to do in my life. I ask you to open doors of opportunity for me and my sons. Send your angels to surround and protect us. In Jesus name. Amen.
