godschild1976
Disciple of Prayer
Father, I ask for your guidance as I am so confused. I am ### years old, I have been there for my children now ### and ### years old; both boys. They have been my life all these years and I have pushed away my second husband who has been a father to them for the past ten years. It was not intentional but rather I guess I have never let them down. My whole life has centered around them now my husband has left and my boys have their lives yet I continue to go above and beyond for them. I don't know how to let go and let them experience life as I have. I have no life so I constantly work and am always there for them. I love my husband so much and want my life with him. I know he loves me. How do I let go and still let them know that I'm here and will always love them but that I also need my life and to be loved. Please dear Father, guide me. I need your guidance to lead me where you need me to be. Lost, confused and lonely.
