TracyJ1127
Prayer Warrior
Father, I am so heart broken right now. My son, who is my nephew biologically, whom we adopted when he was an infant, just spent several minutes screaming obscenities at me and telling me how much he hates me. Lord, he hurts my feelings so badly that I feel like I never want to see him again. Ever. Sometimes I wish I had never taken him in. The state would be a better caretaker, because if he screamed and destroyed things in a foster care house someone would have come to take him into custody. But because we adopted him we have to put up with the abuse. Lord, I have no forgiveness in me tonight. He tries to hug me and apologize, but only because his dad told him he should. To be honest, I feel hatred toward him right now. I know these feelings are sinful. Please forgive me Father, and help me find forgiveness and love in my heart for him again.
Amen
Amen
