Erica27
Disciple of Prayer
I am a 19 year old girl from Pakistan. I was done with my college and i joined a university. Unfortunately, a boy who works with my dad got mad because i went to another city in my university. I never knew he had eyes on me . I never knew this was the reason he started to work with my dad from the last 4-5 years. He had built up his trust on my family in all those years. My family treated him like a family member. He used to stay at our home 24/7 but I never knew what was his purpose. At my university, I had a friend who was Muslim by name only. He was my best friend for 5 years and wanted to be with me forever. He was starting to know about Jesus through me. He asked me for a cross and i promised him i would get him one.Sadly i couldn't fulfill my promise. I thought I would bring this lost sheep to Jesus but the guy who worked with my dad messed up everything. He lied to my parents about me. He told them that I am not a good girl so they can bring me back from the university. He said that i had done a lot of wrong things whereas i did not do anything wrong only God knows the truth. He also lied about all my friends that they aren't good for me. The truth is they all love me so much. My parents brought me back because they believed that liar. They took my phone and grounded me. I'm stuck in my house for more than a year. They stopped my studies. I do not go out/ see a anyone/ talk to anyone and it hurts so much being all alone. I have wept and prayed about it. I have fasted. Why am i being punished for things i never did. I really want to study. My whole year has been wasted. Infact more than that. All my classmates would be in semester 5 by now. I wish my family knew how i feel being all alone at home not talking to anyone. If there were anyone else at my place, he/she would've committed suicide. I have been fighting for so long but now I cant fight more. I have no more strength. I get mentally tortured by my family everyday and it makes me wanna kill myself. I wish life was easier. It hurts when no one trust you and it does not feel like HOME.
