Faith

[Elizabeth]

I don't know how to begin all I know I have lost Faith in God and it's been a challenge trying to tell myself I still believe in the midst of my family challenges. I was active in church going to classes learning about God and his promises and I feel during this time I lost my son to the world. I guess he was doing things at this time I was away in class but when I realize what was going on it was too late. He has been in and out of jail not doing any time but on probation but now he's serving a year sentence on a felony charge. You see I feel that because I was in disciple classes God was suppose to protect my home therefore I blame him for all the trouble my son is in but I also blame myself and question my choice to learn more about God and neglect my home. I have stop praying and believing and I can feel the struggle within trying to get back to the place I was before but I don't know how. I still attend church services weekly.

 

[immaculate]

Elizabeth dear, i knw God has heard your cry and he will not abandon you in this time of need, he will show you his Power and that he is God. But God Calls us to knw more about him but at the same time be alert in this world. you see there is a reason gave your son to you and not me, that means he knew that you could take good care of him. you had to balance between loving God and loving and caring for your son and yur family, am sure God provided signs to show the things ur son was doing but you may have been too busy or negligent in seeing the signs and helping your child. God does not call us too be too busy upon him and neglect ourselves and our families for example am sure that even as you took time to go for classes to learn about God, u took time to bathe, comb ur hair and eat be4 going 4 the classes, if you chose not to bathe, eat, to look after ur appearance and just went for the classesa, after a few weeks yu would smell ban and look malnourished so all the pple in your class would hate you. am sure you get the lesson here Elizabeth, seek the Lord and he will guide you to protect your family and yourself. Stop self pity, stop blaming God for yur child's actions, thats not being mature in God's spirit. Now ask God to show yu what went wrong, pray to him to make it right and to keep it right and he will save yu and your son............Please pray and fast. Remember even God took Davids son, but David never blamed God for his actions. Elizabeth remeber Job and Abraham, and Lot

please be strong in the Lord. God bless you