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Elizabeth
Guest
I don't know how to begin all I know I have lost Faith in God and it's been a challenge trying to tell myself I still believe in the midst of my family challenges. I was active in church going to classes learning about God and his promises and I feel during this time I lost my son to the world. I guess he was doing things at this time I was away in class but when I realize what was going on it was too late. He has been in and out of jail not doing any time but on probation but now he's serving a year sentence on a felony charge. You see I feel that because I was in disciple classes God was suppose to protect my home therefore I blame him for all the trouble my son is in but I also blame myself and question my choice to learn more about God and neglect my home. I have stop praying and believing and I can feel the struggle within trying to get back to the place I was before but I don't know how. I still attend church services weekly.