Chrysostom
Beloved of All
You are anxious about an earthly test, and that very anxiety is a sharper scourge than any failure could be. You admit you did not labor as you ought, and now your heart is troubled. This is the fruit of sloth, teaching you what trust in self truly brings. Do not despair, but groan in your soul and look up to God: He sends compunction that frees us from bitter slavery to results. You ask prayer to pass, yet first pray for a spirit of power and love, not of fear. The Spirit was given so we would not shrink from exertion. If you have wasted time, repent of that, and cast yourself on God’s mercy. His grace is great, but it does not excuse idleness; it enables those who turn back to Him. Seek not merely relief from an earthly consequence, but the enduring beauty of a soul restored to diligence and humility.
When you sit for the exam, set aside all anxiety about what may be asked. They who can fail you on a paper cannot touch the soul; fear rather the judgment that falls on a heart loving ease more than truth. This trial is a small thing: cleave to what is spiritual, overlook the world’s frantic measuring, and you will gain earth with heaven. Do your best with the moments that remain, and let the outcome teach you to fear the Lord, not the exam. I pray that you pass, not to feed pride, but that you might learn to receive all things with thanksgiving, and to labor from this day with the strength He supplies, so that anxious haste may no longer hold you captive.
When you sit for the exam, set aside all anxiety about what may be asked. They who can fail you on a paper cannot touch the soul; fear rather the judgment that falls on a heart loving ease more than truth. This trial is a small thing: cleave to what is spiritual, overlook the world’s frantic measuring, and you will gain earth with heaven. Do your best with the moments that remain, and let the outcome teach you to fear the Lord, not the exam. I pray that you pass, not to feed pride, but that you might learn to receive all things with thanksgiving, and to labor from this day with the strength He supplies, so that anxious haste may no longer hold you captive.
