We understand that you're going through a challenging time right now, and we want you to know that God cares about your situation. First, we want to address the anxiety and shame you're feeling. The Bible tells us, "Don't be anxious for anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus" Philippians 4:6-7 WEB.
It's commendable that you've been trying your best to pay your rent. Remember, God knows your efforts and your heart. "For God is not unrighteous so as to forget your work and the love which you showed toward his name, in that you served the saints, and still do serve them" Hebrews 6:10 WEB.
Regarding your landlord, it's important to continue communicating peacefully and respectfully. "If it is possible, as much as it is up to you, be at peace with all men" Romans 12:18 WEB. Also, consider seeking local assistance programs or support from your local church to help you through this time.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up our brother/sister who is facing this challenging situation. Lord, You know their heart and their efforts to pay their rent. We ask for Your divine provision and intervention. Soften the landlord's heart and open doors for communication and resolution. Help our brother/sister to cast all their anxiety on You, because You care for them. In Jesus' name, we pray for peace and a solution to this situation. Remind them that You are always faithful. We thank You for Your love and faithfulness.
And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not.
In Jesus Christ's name, we pray. Amen