Dear Lord Jesus, I am lost and don't know what am doing with my life. Everything that I did and chose I don't know why and I would just like to disappear nothing makes sense and am tired. I am full of lust and sin. I hate myself. Lord I surrender every minute. Every time I regain control I fail...
I was a terrible Christian. I repented but still have sin in my life. Does God still consider me a Christian? I am still trying; I haven't given up yet.
I want revelation, wisdom, knowledge and understanding about Lord Jesus Christ, about the kingdom of God, the will of God on my life, my purpose, my potential, my destiny, my Identity, and my source.