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ramaddox
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The living condidtions between both sides of my family and I have become so sour and has been taking a severe emotional toll on me. Both sides seem to be angry with me over my educational successes and failures and it's only worsened since. I have made the life changing decision to separate myself from my biological family when I leave for college. The damage is way to far beyond repair (I've already prayed about that part). So here's the story:
I have grown close to three people over the past four years. One is truly my mom, one is truly my brother, and the other is truly my sister. I had put a shield or wall up blocking people from me because of past experiences and these three were the only ones that truly fought their way through it. My emotional roller coaster has been telling me that I'm losing them and I don't want to. My true brother is the one that'll be standing next to me when I get married, my true mom sitting in the front row, and my sister there supporting me too. These people each hold a fifth of my heart and I just absolutely do not under any circumstances want to lose them. My prayer request is that you pray for me to keep this true family here with me for everyday that we each have left to live (according to God's plan). I truly love all three of them will all my heart and I don't want to lose any one else or I'll have nothing...please pray for me, for us...
I have grown close to three people over the past four years. One is truly my mom, one is truly my brother, and the other is truly my sister. I had put a shield or wall up blocking people from me because of past experiences and these three were the only ones that truly fought their way through it. My emotional roller coaster has been telling me that I'm losing them and I don't want to. My true brother is the one that'll be standing next to me when I get married, my true mom sitting in the front row, and my sister there supporting me too. These people each hold a fifth of my heart and I just absolutely do not under any circumstances want to lose them. My prayer request is that you pray for me to keep this true family here with me for everyday that we each have left to live (according to God's plan). I truly love all three of them will all my heart and I don't want to lose any one else or I'll have nothing...please pray for me, for us...
