Don't know why I did it.

[Heidi]

O'Lord, i don't know why when brian emailed me his 401K info. I told him not to email me, or call be by phone the rest of his trip. I am so angry, he knew i needed this informations when i went to the lawyers on Monday. Lord, when i told him i didnt want any communication with him, he emailed me back, and asked,, is that from the lawyer, or from god, that there should be no communication. Lord, i really messed up with this one. I emailed him back, and said i haven't hired a lawyer yet. < i haven't, just consultation> Lord, i allowed my anger of this situation to cloud my thoughts, and and let you do the work. forgive me lord, for i know he is running from you. and that i am just scraring him off even more. Forgive me Lord, I only want to do what you want me to do.

but I guess this shows me what control the enemy has over my husband. I pray that you fight this fight for me lord, this is a war, only you can win. Lord, I say war, because this is how i feel. I pray that i keep my love strong for brian. when things like this happen, my faith just drops so quickly. Please forgive me for that.

thank you lord, for i have not had a cigarette today, In Jesus name,, amen

 

[Joyce]

Lord

Let the actions and words of Heidi be inspired by You. Give her the self control she needs to dispel the schemes of the enemy. Lord, please intervene in this situation and bring about Your good and perfect will. It is in Your name I pray. Amen.

 

[YONETTE]

Lord,let Heidi speak the right words at the right time.Amen

 

[danielpaulcarey]

Thank you Lord for standing by Heidi during this tough time. I have been smoke free for almost 6 months now and I know Heidi can do it if you help her Jesus, if you give her the strength, but most of all...if she does slip and have one, tell her not to get down on herself, just keep trying to quit and she will get there, we all get hit sometimes, it's how you get up that matters. Thank you Jesus for your wisdom. Amen.