Does God even care?? Am so low!

[innominata]

Been dealing with significant health issues for a long time. Doctors only guessing at this point. I cannot swallow food. (always feels like a squeezing in my throat) Living on liquids for 2 years. Depressed because of it. Getting weak. Taking acid blockers and supplements that should be helping. No relief at all.

Living on SSDI. Been praying day and night for healing. For financial blessings (need about $25K to pay bills, have repairs etc on my home and need to replace old vehicle)

Been praying for a few good friends and someone to date and marry.

I have asked others to pray. I feel like I got a small army praying. I've confessed my sins. I believe(d) but I will admit after all I've been through w no answers, my faith is shake? I cry out day and night. GOD WHERE ARE YOU? ARE YOU THERE? DO YOU EVEN CARE? I reach out to people. Even pastors in my little town have lied and played stupid games. WHY? People talk about me and make up lies. Some are supposedly such Christians. Ha.

The enemy torments me daily with thoughts of ending it all. People I need a miracle. I desperately need money to live. I need relief from the agony. I need God (if he's there) to do something in my life. Something SOON! I am losing hope. Faith is shaken and I don't like feeling or living this way.

The thought even crosses my mind IS GOD REAL? I am at the lowest point of my life. Gods word says to call out and he will deliver us. I haven't seen one thing in years from God. Can't remember the last time anything good happened. And yes, I have thanked God for things daily and more. But I am so low and I want this suffering to end. To say I need a miracle is an understatement.

 

[HMC1957]

"O Father of mercies and God of all comfort, our only help in time of need:
We humbly beseech thee to behold, visit, and relieve thy sick servant for whom our prayers are desired.
Look upon him with the eyes of thy mercy; comfort him with a sense of thy goodness;
preserve him from the temptations of the enemy;
and give him patience under his affliction.
In thy good time, restore him to health,
and enable him to lead the residue of his life in thy fear,
and to thy glory;
and grant that finally he may dwell with thee in life everlasting;
through Jesus Christ our Lord.
Amen."

"O Lord,
You placed the stars in the sky.
You created a myriad of beautiful life.
You gave us our breathe and water to drink.
You are a living Lord.
You are my Saviour, in whom I trust.
Please rescue me from this financial crisis,
come redeem this situation.
I ask for Your almighty hand to come and cover me.
Give me wisdom and strength to stand strong through this storm.
I ask for a miracle by Your redeeming love.
Please restore me, lead me to a safe financial place, a secure financial place,
a place of financial balance.
In You I trust."

In Jesus name I pray. Amen

 

[Isabelle10]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[MLC]

Lord Jesus, please grant this prayer request. Shower this person with Your grace, love, mercy, and protection. Let them feel Your spirit working in them, and in their lives. Help him to HEAL, and to get good medical treatment. Bring him an excellent close friend, or several close friends. Bring him help, Lord Jesus, all around to him.  Prosper him!  Guard over all of his loved ones, including their pets. Help Him to know Your will, and to do Your will. Bless Him in all areas of his life. Give discernment, and wisdom and HOPE, in all of their situations. In Jesus name. Amen.

 

[Little Bear's Mom]

I prayed for this. In Jesus name. Amen.

 

[Anji]

Father, we pray for the many who are trapped by growing burdens of debt, who see no way out, and who despair for their future: give them courage to tackle the problems they face, clarity in taking decisions which will turn their situation around, and faith that, as they cry to you in their trouble, you will deliver them from their distress; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

 

[Saraha]

I am praying for all your needs brother. God is listening. In Jesus Name I Pray Amen

 

[TiredPam]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[John Chan]

Of course God cares. Trust in Him for He knows what's best for you.

 

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