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Lord,
I am praying for discernment to know if I should give my child's Father another chance to fully be in her life. He has abandoned and neglected her before, a couple of times and I fear that he'll do it again. He has put another woman before her and has also pushed me away for this. I could be wrong, but I'm starting to feel like he wants to be apart when this woman is out doing whatever she wants. He claims he wants to be with me and work on getting married, but a friend has reminded me that he's capable of doing us wrong again. I don't want to feel like he's only with me when it's convenient and although I hope for marriage in my future, I don't think I can wonder all the time if he's with me out of love or because she's not in the picture. Lord, I need a sign clear as day because clues are very hard for me to pick up on. I need to know this man's real intentions, because I don't trust him. I feel he can be toxic to me and the child we share. I am very forgiving and I believe in allowing people to show they can change, however I also know there's people who never change. Just show me Lord, what to do and how to handle whatever you show me. Also, help me keep my guard up. I've already played the fool before.
I am praying for discernment to know if I should give my child's Father another chance to fully be in her life. He has abandoned and neglected her before, a couple of times and I fear that he'll do it again. He has put another woman before her and has also pushed me away for this. I could be wrong, but I'm starting to feel like he wants to be apart when this woman is out doing whatever she wants. He claims he wants to be with me and work on getting married, but a friend has reminded me that he's capable of doing us wrong again. I don't want to feel like he's only with me when it's convenient and although I hope for marriage in my future, I don't think I can wonder all the time if he's with me out of love or because she's not in the picture. Lord, I need a sign clear as day because clues are very hard for me to pick up on. I need to know this man's real intentions, because I don't trust him. I feel he can be toxic to me and the child we share. I am very forgiving and I believe in allowing people to show they can change, however I also know there's people who never change. Just show me Lord, what to do and how to handle whatever you show me. Also, help me keep my guard up. I've already played the fool before.
