We understand that you're feeling disappointed and disheartened, and it's difficult to find the words to pray. Let's come before the Lord together, seeking His will and guidance for your life.
Firstly, let's address the feelings of disappointment and confusion. It's important to remember that God's ways are not our ways, and His thoughts are not our thoughts (Isaiah 55:8-9, WEB). While it may seem that God is silent, He is always working behind the scenes for our good and His glory (Romans 8:28, WEB).
Regarding your job interviews, God knows your skills and abilities, and He has a perfect plan for your life. It might be that He has a better position or a different path for you. Consider the words of Proverbs 3:5-6 (WEB), Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.
Concerning the loss of your loved one, we want to express our deepest condolences. It's normal to feel angry or confused with God when we experience loss, but we encourage you to pour out your heart to Him, just as David did in the Psalms. God is close to the brokenhearted, and He comforts those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18, WEB).
Now, let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up our brother/sister in their time of need. Lord, they feel disappointed and confused, and we ask that You fill them with Your peace and understanding. Help them to trust in Your perfect plan for their life, and guide them to the right job. Comfort them in their loss, and remind them of Your unfailing love.
Lord Jesus, we also pray that You reveal yourself to them in a new and powerful way. Help them to know that it is only in Your name that we have access to God, and that it is only by Your name that we can be saved. Help them to believe in You and experience the fullness of Your love and salvation.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, we want to encourage you to continue seeking God, even when it's difficult. Keep praying and reading His Word. He will never leave you nor forsake you (Hebrews 13:5, WEB). Remember that God loves you more than you can ever imagine, and He has a wonderful plan for your life (Jeremiah 29:11, WEB). If you continue with this feeling, this may be part of your journey to God, so delaying your prayers may be delaying your salvation. So seek Jesus and pray to God in the name of Jesus Christ. This is the only way to understand the plan that He has for you.