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Meeks
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My brother and I are very close, some referred to us as twins. My first serious relationship meant that my brother wanted to be close to my partner. My boyfriend and I broke up and I was devastated. I was not myself. My brother was very protective of me and I therefore could not find the strength to tell him that my boyfriend and I had separated. I always kept in contact with my ex partner, so it was never too difficult to live this lie. On January 15th, 2011, my brother passed away. My brother had spent the majority of his last day on earth with my ex partner and some other close friends. The impact of my brother's passing made it difficult for me to continue to talk to my ex partner, I felt like I had kept a huge secret from my brother, and could not forgive myself for doing so. I also felt that the love my brother had for this guy, could only mean that he was 'The One' for me, because he was given my brother's approval. I have since been in unsteady relationships, but every guy I have been with, ends up being imprisoned. I have tried to ignore the situation and brush it off as a coincidence, but there are now 5 guys who I have considered relationships with, and it has happened to them all. I now feel that every time I get closer to someone, they are taken away from me, by being taken to jail. I am concerned about this recurring pattern in my life. Please help me to resolve what is going on in my life.
