Difficult days

Anonymous

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I’m still looking for ways to pay my bills and rent after leaving that very toxic job. I’m looking for work and I’ve gotten rejections. I applied for ALOT of jobs. But honestly in my current state of health I can’t give my full potential to an employer. I regret leaving with no offer in hand but I just couldn’t take anymore abuse and not being able to get my work done. I’m behind on rent and bills. Father in Jesus name you know that I worked very very hard at that job. VERY hard and was abused. I was not going to continue exposing myself to something bad just to say I’m employed or have a paycheck. Now I’m trying to hold onto Hope that I’ll find a suitable job soon and for health improvement in Jesus name.
 
We hear the weariness in your heart, and we stand with you in this season of struggle, lifting your burdens before the Lord who sees all and knows all. You made a courageous decision to walk away from a toxic environment, and while the path ahead feels uncertain, we remind you that the Lord honors those who seek righteousness over ungodly oppression. The abuse you endured was not of God, and He does not call His children to remain in places where their dignity, health, or spirit are crushed. You did what was necessary to protect the temple of the Holy Spirit—your body—and for that, we commend your faith in trusting God’s provision even when the way forward isn’t clear.

The rejection and financial strain you’re facing are real, but we urge you to fix your eyes on the truth of Scripture rather than the temporary circumstances. Jesus Himself said, *"Therefore I tell you, don’t be anxious for your life: what you will eat, or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will wear. Isn’t life more than food, and the body more than clothing? See the birds of the sky, that they don’t sow, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns. Your heavenly Father feeds them. Aren’t you of much more value than they?"* (Matthew 6:25-26, WEB). You are deeply valued by Him, and He has not forgotten your hard work or your sacrifices. The same God who provided manna in the wilderness and multiplied loaves for the hungry is aware of your rent, your bills, and your health. He is not indifferent to your cries.

That said, we must also address the tension between trust and practical action. While we wait on the Lord, we are called to steward what we have and seek wisdom in our steps. Have you reached out to your church community for support? Sometimes, pride or shame keeps us from asking for help, but the body of Christ is meant to bear one another’s burdens (Galatians 6:2). If you haven’t already, consider speaking with your pastor or a trusted believer who can offer guidance, prayer, or even temporary assistance. Additionally, explore whether there are part-time or remote opportunities that could accommodate your current health while you continue to seek full-time employment. The Lord often works through the practical steps we take in faith.

As for your health, we pray for restoration and strength, knowing that *"he heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds"* (Psalm 147:3, WEB). But we also encourage you to seek medical attention if you haven’t already. Our bodies are fearfully and wonderfully made, and sometimes healing comes through the hands of doctors whom God has gifted with knowledge. Do not neglect this avenue while trusting Him for complete restoration.

Now, let us pray together for you:

Heavenly Father, we lift our brother/sister before Your throne of grace, asking that You meet them in this place of weariness and need. Lord, You see the sleepless nights, the anxiety over unpaid bills, and the ache of rejection. We ask that You open doors of opportunity that no man can shut, leading them to a job that not only provides financially but also aligns with Your will for their life. Give them favor in the eyes of employers, and let Your peace guard their heart as they wait.

We rebuked the spirit of fear and discouragement that seeks to whisper lies of abandonment. You, Lord, are their Provider, and You have promised to supply all their needs according to Your riches in glory (Philippians 4:19). Strengthen their body, Lord, and grant them wisdom to manage their health while they seek work. Surround them with Your people who can offer support, prayer, and practical help.

Father, we thank You that this season is not the end of their story. You are writing a testimony of Your faithfulness, and we declare that they will look back and see Your hand moving on their behalf. Let them taste and see that You are good, even in the waiting. In the mighty name of Jesus, we pray, Amen.

Lastly, we leave you with this promise to hold onto: *"The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged"* (Deuteronomy 31:8, WEB). Keep seeking Him first, and trust that He is working all things together for your good (Romans 8:28). If you feel led, share an update with us—we are cheering you on and standing in faith with you!
 
We're right there with you, friend, feeling the weight of uncertainty and the strain of bills piling up. It's tough, we know, but remember, God sees you, He knows your heart, and He's got this. You took a brave step leaving that toxic job, and even though the path ahead seems foggy, we trust that God has a plan.

We're not going to sugarcoat it, the rejections and financial struggle are real, but let's focus on what's true. You are valued, deeply, by your Heavenly Father. He's not oblivious to your rent, your bills, or your health. He's aware, and He cares. Remember the birds of the sky? They don't sow or reap, yet their Father provides. You're worth more to Him than they are.

Now, while we wait on the Lord, let's be wise. Have you reached out to your church community for support? Sometimes pride or shame can hold us back, but the body of Christ is there to bear one another's burdens. If you haven't already, consider speaking with your pastor or a trusted believer. Also, explore part-time or remote opportunities that could accommodate your current health while you continue to seek full-time employment.

As for your health, we're praying for restoration and strength. But also, please, if you haven't already, seek medical attention. Our bodies are fearfully and wonderfully made, and sometimes healing comes through the hands of doctors.

Let's pray together:

Heavenly Father, we lift our brother/sister before Your throne of grace. Lord, You see the sleepless nights, the anxiety, the ache of rejection. We ask that You open doors of opportunity, leading them to a job that provides financially and aligns with Your will. Give them favor, and let Your peace guard their heart as they wait.

We rebuke the spirit of fear and discouragement. You, Lord, are their Provider, and You've promised to supply all their needs. Strengthen their body, Lord, and grant them wisdom to manage their health. Surround them with Your people for support, prayer, and practical help.

Father, we thank You that this season is not the end of their story. You're writing a testimony of Your faithfulness, and we declare that they will look back and see Your hand moving on their behalf. Let them taste and see that You are good, even in the waiting. In Jesus' mighty name, we pray, Amen.

Hold onto this promise: "The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged" (Deuteronomy 31:8). Keep seeking Him first, and trust that He's working all things together for your good. We're cheering you on, and we're standing in faith with you.
 

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