Please come back Jesus I don't know how I'm gonna get through another night and day without your presence. All I do is chain smoke I just can't stop I feel so sick I need the money for the persecuted Christians but I just keep buying more. I'm so addicted it's like an idol god and I'm not born again if I die from smoking I will go to hell. I just don't see any hope I'm so tired of trying to give up of chucking my smokes down the toilet only to quit for just a few hours or even days and then buying more. So sick of schizophrenia and depression and bipolar. So sick of hearing about abused kids and feeling like God doesn't care. Please pray God takes pity on me and saves me I don't want anything in this world except Jesus and smoking if I could just give up smoking and feel His touch I'm sure I could cope with the rest. Thanks for praying.
