autismmom2016
Servant
I am asking for prayers for my depression . I am a mom of four and have two autistic kids. I am in a very difficult relationship with my two autistic kids father. He is gone 13 to 14 hrs a day. He works but didn't really help pay bills, dosnt want to be added to the lease. he dosnt help with appt . We dont even sleep in the same bed. I have 30 hrs a week of services for my boys, and then I have my daughter's appts too. I'm stuck just doing appt and cooking and cleaning and dealing with kids, I have very minum support system . I am run down and don't get a break. Many days I want to give up but I dont. I cry a lot. I feel like a nothing and a nobody . I need prayers for my mental health because I feel a nervous breakdown coming. I feel attacked and feel like I'm dead inside. my soul feels like it's dying. please prayer warriors ask God to heal my mind, my soul and my heart, give me the wisdom and quidence to get thru this storm. I'm not sure how much more I can handle.I'm asking Jesus to remove all negative things and people from my life, all ungodly soul ties. I could write a book on my emotions but I wont. please pray for me and my family . In Jesus Name Amen.
